shiyun*

150212

2012-02-15T19:08:00.001+08:00

0142hrs

happy total defence day. :O

spent valentines with my SHINee family.
met the girls 2pm at bugis junction for lunch.
i went out of the house like 1.30pm. -.-
gave up, i took cab go. lol. i played tetris until forget time :X

reached about 1.55pm, met richelle and chenyi about 2.10pm.
had lunch at mos burger. :D
shufen came a little later because her bus broke down. x.x
and then she cabbed there too.

after lunch went SMU for korean fair.
SMU is so near everywhere please.
bugis, city hall, bras basah, orchard, somerset.
waeyo you all. :O
anw, the korean fair a bit small scale.
but the people there fun sia. got this korean supermarket keep feeding us samples.
coffee samples, ddeobukki, idk what else. got korean drinks too i saw.
lol. every time walk pass, every time feed :X

allkoreanthings were there too.
only one guy admin went today i think. didn't see the others.
then they gave us free posters for attending the korean fair? o.o
i got 2NE1's poster, shufen and richelle got troublemaker, chenyi got JYJ.
yuhao got ZE:A and shufen got suju mr simple :D
lol. haven start buying they give out free gifts first.

didn't really bought much. only banana milk, and preordered shinee polaroids.
the fair really quite small. then no interest get korean clothes also, so ya...
left the place relatively early.

richelle left early cause she's working.
sent banana milk to her office. somehow.
we were not exactly lost. but we can't find the office :O
when we finally found it, i was staring straight into her boss face LOL
okay. my bad.

went for dinner at astons.
waited for a while, since it's valentines.
BBQ chicken with beans and baked potato :P
hahahas. good dinner okay :D

went home soon after that.

great day with the girls on valentine. :D
hope to meet up soon. (MAHJONG :O)

0905hrs

WHAT IS LIFE. SWITCHBLADE ENDED.

1905hrs

i hate being alive sometimes.
fuck.

130212

2012-02-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

1319hrs

been at home for the whole month already.
somebody should seriously bring me out of something.

my laptop is not working well. can't watch anything.
the best it can do without over heating is blogging _|_
can't on youtube, can't play games on facebook.
nobody updating livejournal somemore.
kill me already.

120212

2012-02-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

0053hrs

but i don't want to be alone anymore.

went out to have lunch with cheryl sam and rui.
then mahjong-ed for 2 rounds before leaving. :P
haven't touched the tiles since before chinese new year okay. ):
lost like siao though :X

vocal class was... a little boring. lol.
being truthful okay. but didn't expected anything much to start with.
so yup. made 2 new friends okay :D

currently addicted to mr choi minhyuk.
that guy. tsk tsk.
watch his sitcom!

i am supposed to be sleeping like 10 or something.
i was complaining having not enough sleep for the whole day.
but ... the sitcom ... then.
yah. like that lo.

going to bed soon.
"the boys" second last class!

1702hrs

lol. i slept at 5 in the end.

anyway, was on the train to class earlier.
and there was this baby girl in her mum's arms beside me.
then she keep hitting me while i was trying to sleep. -.-
lucky she cute. LOL.
or else..............

finished learning "the boys" already.
next week filming.
plus suju concert. plus idk what else.
lol. talk about how bored i am with life again.

If the world ends on 12/21/12, some people will be spending their last Valentine's Day single. Now are you depressed?

talk about being horrible again.

110212

2012-02-11T02:02:00.001+08:00

0200hrs

my hands smells like dettol. and floor cleaner maybe.
idek.
and there are like 4 ulcers in the mouth? #okaycan
tell me what else you want me to do, #life

anw,
on a happy note.
i met twinny earlier for dinner.
and it's like the first time i stepped out of the house for this week.
other than buying dinner. or camping.
yes.

need to sleep soon.
going out tmr. (i hope.)

0403hrs

i am still awake.
say hi!

0916hrs

finally got to sleep at 5am,
and 6am my sis alarm clock ring. and she forgot to switch it off.
and then 8.30am another alarm clock ring.
my younger sis shouted at me ask me to switch the clock off.
smart people. you all don't want wake up don't set la. -.-
so tired. yet can't sleep alr.

100212

2012-02-10T00:11:00.001+08:00

0007hrs

5 months ago, we were at the airport like at this time.
drawing some fanboards or something.
or loitering around changi airport starbucks.
yup. something along that line.

i missed you boys.

on other hands,look at what we did on simsimi.

ish. ish ish these people. :P

090212

2012-02-09T12:07:00.001+08:00

1206hrs

i need to get out of the house.
but where.

1236hrs

enough already anot.

2231hrs

changed my blog song from 这是爱 by 동해 & Henry to 응결 (Coagulation) - Super Junior K.R.Y.

080212

2012-02-08T17:45:00.001+08:00

1744hrs

and dad was whistling when he got home.
what is life coming to.

070212

2012-02-07T16:48:00.001+08:00

1648hrs

will clear up a little on my twitter account.
following only the 2 blog shops that i still have orders with. -.-
wait for my new account! :P

060212

2012-02-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

2219hrs

killed my twitter earlier in the morning.
not saying that i am not going back. but.
just leaving for a while. or so.

thinking through some stuffs recently.
and screw things that don't go my way.

050212

2012-02-05T17:10:00.001+08:00

1710hrs

it just felt like she took away everything i once had.

040212

2012-02-04T11:18:00.001+08:00

1117hrs

i used to be much better.
at least much better than this. much better than what i am now.

fuck life.

030212

2012-02-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

1241hrs

happy purple egg day.

yup. mr kyuhyun's birthday.

see you all soon (:

1304hrs

i was bored okay. all pictures taken from th-kims@tumblr :P

020212

2012-02-02T02:37:00.000+08:00

0229hrs

tell me that i am not dreaming.

19 feb SS4 tickets. MY LIFE IS SO COMPLETE TBH.
didn't wanted to go. but hey, i got the tickets and why not ROFL.
so many of us going. CRIES. it's so unbelievable.
going with yuhao this time. hahahahahas. talk about being awesome together sometimes.

went back to iJC earlier in the afternoon.
met up with my shooting teachers, ms tan and mr lee. as well as my coach,
and all my wonderful juniors LOL.
meroshini, jiahui, arnold, auguste. and all the current J2s that i never see before.
i feel so old when i see them.

"which batch are you from?"
"2 batch above"
sounds like some older generation like that LOL.

it's been long since i was back okay. about 1 year?
the last time i went back, i just completed my NUH job.
haven't go emas. haven't met awesome people everywhere.
then J1s(2011) also not in yet. :O
ya lo. it's that long alr.

CRIES I AM GOING SS4. let's talk about life.

1907hrs

never felt so tired. so tired about life.

010212

2012-02-01T01:04:00.000+08:00

0100hrs

it's been an hour into the new month.

been lazing around doing nothing but reading the whole day.
met twinny for our hokkien mee date and had crepe ice creams.
seriously considering giving tuition now. (aka her brainwash)
we'll see soon okay.

overdued screenshots...

same thing. read from bottom to top. :P

sleepy. will sleep soon...

0310hrs

i wasn't kidding when i said i will sleep soon.
until my laptop decides to crash on me, i got mad, and tada. now i can't sleep.
just somewhat texted my jc senior about uni stuffs.
at 2am in the morning. -.- right.

trying. for something different. something new. something unexpected.
we are only young once. who cares about decisions we make now.
live life like it's the last.

will crash to bed soon. after tetris. LOL.
and on side note. i am hungry.

310112

2012-01-31T01:05:00.000+08:00

0032hrs

so, it's been awhile. what happened in my life these days. hmm.

26th evening i met with sisters for our usual chat.
chat until forget go home okay.
we had fun prank calling samsam though.
40mins of weird people talking to her okay. :P

27th......... i nua-ed at home re-reading open window.
evening met cheryl and sam for dinner at lot one at MOF.
ex + not up to standards recently.
i am not going back there alr.

28th. last dance session with suju mr simple!
okay. me is super love okay. all the formations, practices, etc. worth it all.

tired like shag that day i tell you. :/
mistakes and all. but whatever. it's the process that counts right.
love this class seriously.

29th got 'the boys' class.
5th lesson we are learning the "GIRLS BRING THE BOYS OUT" that part.
LOL. our thighs and butt all hurting after class okay.
bring the boys out, then butt smash floor. -.-
pain okay.

after class went for lunch with yuhao at clementi mac.
while eating there was this guy that walked past outside mac.
eye contacted for what 30 - 40 secs? wth.
stared him down okay. so weird. i eating he stare. -.-
not like i knew him anyway.

met twinny at my house.
changed and went lot one walk walk.
dinner at pastamania!
let's talk about food standards okay. ):
sigh.

30th... what was i doing.
i was reading this henry x donghae fic.
supposed to be 19 chapters. but who knows the first 7 chapters have 4 parts each.
so... ya. spent the whole day reading that fic.

and not to forget.

and this

and not forgetting this.

and yup. that should be all.
meeting twinny for hokkien mee after her work tmr (:

special post

2012-01-28T12:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO TWINNY,
I LOVE YOU TOO! <3

280112

2012-01-28T02:06:00.001+08:00

0201hrs

can't sleep. :/
habit already. been waking up later and later everyday.
also maybe because everyday later and later then sleep. =.=

received call from chris to say that i am accepted by southern cross uni.
happy? idk. it's a course that i would like to try, definitely.
but is it the one that i want to do for the rest of my life? idek.
sucks, this life. and the education system we have.

on another hand. i am blogging because.
been asking my sis to do alot of stuff.
alot of HER OWN stuff.
i am not fierce i think. i am just super duper naggy.
too bad then.

remembered my sec sch days where i have to use a descriptive word before my name.
when i said i can't think of one, haiman was like.
NAGGY! NAGGY SHIYUN. LOL.
last time i will be like. got meh?
now, i think so. /sigh
aunty-ing alr. no more in my teens. :/

SEE EVEN THIS POST ALSO SO LONG. -.-
shall leave. tata.

0211hrs

changed my blog song from Oppa Has Risen to 这是爱 by 동해 & Henry.
this song from skip beat :D

260112

2012-01-26T09:43:00.000+08:00

0930hrs

spent yesterday evening with shufens and richelle watching we not naughty.
quite nice to watch. but 2.5hours long. LOL.
when we came out from the cinema like everything closing alr. :O

had dinner with them earlier at yoshinoya.
the $5 meal set not bad leh. a lot of stuff. but too bad i don't eat. :/ whatever :P
movie touch issues on cyber bullying, discrimination of "ITP" students, gambling in sg, and loan shark activities. hmm.
funny the 2 actors from EM3 in xiao hai bu ben, grow up and became "ITP" students. -.-

anyway, today is 26 and it's jaejoong's birthday.

and also my sis birthday.

happy birthday! (:

250112

2012-01-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

1506hrs

woohoo cny 3rd day.
lucky nothing much happened this year.
was rather happy tbh.
other than being quite sick. i am fine. LOL.

first day choing everywhere as usual.
run around until 11pm. reached home 12plus.
grandma house -> 3rd aunt house -> 4th aunt house -> godma house
no choice every year mum chu er have to go work.
no difference from last year. lol.

going movie with shinee fam later.

230112

2012-01-23T00:45:00.001+08:00

0045hrs

hcny.
i fell sick. coughing and blocked nose rn.
idiots are annoying.
bye

210112

2012-01-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

2157hrs

this week's been busy.
clearing buying packing throwing throwing throwing buying buying.
yup. that's about it. :/
cny... this year no feel no mood. but spent more money than previous years -.-

dance today...
idk. i feel so off beat that my teacher stared at me throughout the session.
i will be like one beat too fast or half beat slow.
next week is filming already.
zen me ban. ):

why my nails no grow pretty ):

190112

2012-01-19T10:32:00.001+08:00

1031hrs

my legs feels broken.
LOL no. but the muscle pull... /can i die.
can't lift up my right leg without feeling pain.
okay. no dancing till it recovers. x.x

haven't thought of what to wear for reunion dinner leh. :/

180112

2012-01-18T01:44:00.001+08:00

0144hrs

ask me why am i still awake.
okay. i shall bathe before i blog. /brb

0301hrs

i am back.
summarize my life? everything in life is below.
everything that is not are not worth mentioning.
that includes that plant killer next door. (angry stuff that shouldn't bother me as much as i should)
things that makes me want to break rulers and kill plants.

w/e. this is life.

and about twinny's rabbit.
twinny's mum was supposed to send the rabbit for grooming.
but somehow on the way, the rabbit jumped out and jumped away. T-T
missing rabbit right now. :/
went over to bukit panjang to look for lost rabbit when we heard the news.
no luck. if anybody found a rabbit somewhere, please tell me k. T-T

lastly,

i know you all missed me :P

120112

2012-01-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

1235hrs

yay. i am here.

yesterday was my last day of work.
and last day of work = "we will miss you." and "i will miss working here too." LOL.
my colleague treated me lunch while my boss gave me a small farewell gift.

it's been a while since i am working now.
from feb 18th at emas till yesterday.
close to 11 months without stop. (other than all my unofficial leaves and fake mcs)
it was fun, (so as to say).

now back to "real life".
and real life isn't that fun, and slack work and video watching.
i know that.
school is coming back soon. like. very soon.
and i don't like the idea of it.

a total new environment on my own plus new subject and all.
idk how is this going to go.
plus i am looking for work so i can continue to remit money back to korea.
*coughs* SHINee's Back *coughs*

whatever. i shall welcome life with both hands. LOL.

on another pair of hands.
my tagboard. wae people. tell me which shufen are you leh. like that very cham leh please. T-T
okay. no more for now.

meeting twinny later today.
i am still lazing on my bed. #okay #bye

1416hrs

mum's crying. again. twice for today already.
and then she complains that she don't have enough time to do her own stuffs.
but got time to scream at me and stand there and cry.

it's not like i haven't cleared my stuffs for new year.
i cleared half my wardrobe and repacked my albums and all my other stuffs.
):

110112

2012-01-11T10:04:00.000+08:00

0959hrs

last day in the office.
YAY LOL.
been wanting to quit since... sept?
so yes. let me be happy for a while before i have a headache to find a new job.

this saturday. LOL.
so fast. i don't even. x.x
idk what song. or which song. or anything.
weird huh.

okay. sign timesheet first. before my boss decides to run away early.

100112

2012-01-10T09:18:00.002+08:00

0915hrs

D-1 to end of work. hah.

my colleague just have to remind the entire office that my last day is tomorrow.
right. i know you love me to leave. hahas.

another year of my life had past.
i am 20 this year.
if you ask if i every regretted anything, i will mostly likely say no.
i spent life the way i wanted it to be.

in the future? i don't know.
but i had never felt happier really.

080112

2012-01-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

0052hrs

posting because i can.

i think my whole family hates me.
or maybe the whole world hates me.
i mean, how could people even like me?
i am so... detestable to be very honest.
i have mood swings.
i got honestly no one exactly very close to me right now.
i don't like life rn.

i think i am useless.

okay. leaving now.
it's raining and i should sleep and there's dance in the morning.

1938hrs

just had dinner. LOL.
3 gongchas for today. see me die tmr okay HAHAHA.

3 days of work left.
who is going to financially support me now :O
mum ask me ask SHINee to support me...... RIGHT.

dance today went well. hahahas. ^-^
except that i am like hurting everywhere now.
back, arms, legs. x.x
it's worth it okay.

dyed my hair. red. LOL.
post my picture later, if i managed to capture one with the colour.
hmm. :/

1946hrs

in the meanwhile, my kids want to show you what they can do.

changed my blog song from 'To Your Heart' to 'Oppa Has Risen' :P

030112

2012-01-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

1157hrs

it's sad how it's already 3rd day into the new year.
nothing changed to be very honest. i am still at work. as usual.
and only when i am bored, i am blogging once again.
what's the big difference. LOL.

tired from not sleeping enough. :/
managed to fall asleep about 2plus in the end.
and my mum happily woke me up at 5.30am to ask if i wanted breakfast.
me and shimei were like. LOL NO.
and WHY YOU WAKE ME UP SO EARLY.
LOL. apparently shirui and mum both didn't sleep throughout the whole night.
hence the early morning call.
my family have super night birds and super early birds.
mum and shirui = night birds, loves to do stuff at night and sleep in the morning.
dad and shimei = early birds, they sleep early and wake up even earlier.

my colleague is back from her mc hiatus for 6 months.
and it's awkward because since she's back, i got technically nothing to do.
i mean, i was supposed to cover her job and since she's back...
yay. 9 days to freedom~

going off for now. don't miss me okay.
and yes shufen yah, my comeback was soon enough right.

1412hrs

my colleague just informed me that my last day is 11th and not 12th.
I AM SO HAPPY TBH.
remembering the times that i said i wanted to quit, which was like 3 months back alr.
oh god. i am finally going to be gone from here. HAHAHAHAHAS.

other than that, our dear jjong updated a video of Roo on his me2day.
increase my happiness only. LOLOL.

brb for now. my boss keeps walking around, i sian. :/

020112

2012-01-02T02:27:00.001+08:00

0223hrs

happy new year guys :P
first post of the year woot woot!

spent new year's day with twinny.
honestly no plans. went out movie with her at cwp.
alvin! and the chipmunks. cute uhhh.
and every year have. and must watch :P
talked alot. like shinee and life and birthday parties and food and how much i love her and nutt.
LOLOL. okay. i love her and nutt. don't be surprised.
twinny's mum ask us why bojio her :O oh wellllllllll.

i still prefer blogging lei.
my diary. -.- haven't really wrote anything yet, alr got writing error alr.
my fail totally. #sadlifeissad
idk what to write in it too. ):

special mention to nutt!
hello. saranghaeyo! i loveeeeee you (and jay ~~chow~~ chou).

going to sleep. good night sweethearts.
and my yeobo jonghyun :P

311211

2011-12-31T17:31:00.000+08:00

1731hrs

so... this is going to be the last post of this year. /sobs.
idk how different will i post this but w/e here it goes.

in 2011, i want to thank all the holy beings above,
taking care of me always and bringing me through life.
i want to thank them for all the people i meet, the things i do, the routes i take.
and i wish for the best for everything i do.

i want to thank my 11:11 wishes for coming true.
and for that, i learnt to appreciate for things that i used to find insignificant.

earlier this year, i got my A levels results.
not that bad to think of it. i know it's not exactly good but it was the result of how much work i actually put in. so nothing/no one's to blame.
maybe i was a little more demanding of myself. i wanted better,
but that is the past for now.

i want to thank all the people i met in this year.

late 2010, early 2011,
the nurses in NUH especially Siti and Kathleen for taking care of me always.
and also Anna and Florence although i don't visit you all anymore.
thanks for all the things they thought me and guided me in the 7 weeks i was there.
and thank god for December 13th where i met cheryl heng.

feb 2011 to july 2011
i want to thank eve for this new job with emas.
i got to know good friends that we still keep in contact,
xiao ling, xiao qian, affandi, yuhao, sabrina, shun cheng.
not forgetting my mop-dancing, immortal boss phil (he went back to his homeland in Britain i think)
kite-flying with his grandchildren and playing around.
the boss that is constantly smiling and lives on green tea. LOL.

from emas, i got to know yuhao,
the girl that sets one whole file of kim jonghyun that changes every 10 secs for the desktop picture. (this crazy girl)
because of this girl, we went for smtown flash mob at esplanade and we got to know more shawol friends and my shinee family member chenyi. (also there was lokyi that helped us in buying concert tics - look belowwww)
because of this girl, we went to learn korean at cck cc and we got to know shufen and jiawei that were shawol and elf. remember how we started the conversation with "where you buy your jongkey tee shirt uh"
because of all these awesome people we met, we went for The SHINee World concert together (INSERT LOADS OF LOVE HERE)
fate? i think so.

from here, i met more awesome twitter friends (aka kasayu, richelle and shufen [the other shufen]).
and now we have meet ups to eat chilli crabs and we collect diaries together and we became one whole family: The SHINee Family
incredible? yes. and i thank god for that.

2011 brought me alot of interesting things. (not only my fandomers okay)

july 2011
i got a new job in ntu. i made friends with hostelites.
had my share of fun opening every door and disturb uni kids. :P
i want to thank eve again for this job, where the people make me realise the need to study.
and yes, i am going back to school in feb (most likely and i will be praying)

in 2011, i want to thank god for all the friends that are always with me,
till the end (of time) LOL.
thank god for the unwavering friendship and thank god for the time we had.
in no order, i want to thank all the friends i have.
twinny, calista dajie, erjie, cheri, ruilin, cheryl girlgirl, samsam meimei, linette, liling, mandy, sherrie, jingzuan, opa, nathisha, kenneth ho, estee, yunliang, yujing, chuenhui, shuyang. anybody if i left out it's really not on purpose. and i love all of you. thanks for being in my life (until now).

how can i not thank my family.
i love you guys and i love feeding you guys, sorry for buying so much food everytime i come home.
have fun eating. lol.
2012 is coming and i hope everybody continue to stay fine and healthy.
when i say family, it means my family, godma and family and twinny's family.
thanks mummy belinda for all the care and concern always (much appreciated)

thank you all for being in my life.
and with that, this is the last post of 2011.

and i love SHINee too.

i love you guys too. :P

301211

2011-12-30T10:18:00.001+08:00

1015hrs

i was gone for more then a week.
missed me? :P

changed my blog song if you heard.
changed it from Last Christmas to To Your Heart.
another song from SHINee's Jap album "THE FIRST" :D

blog again later. my brain do not have capacity to word vomit the things i did the past week.

281211

2011-12-28T10:51:00.004+08:00

1050hrs

On this day of your life, Shiyun,
we believe God wants you to know ... that this world was made for you too.
Enjoy it, explore it, experience it. Don't hold back. It is God's gift to you. Don't be a wallflower in the dance of life.

hahas. randomly i am doing this once again.
okay. shall update later. or soon. or something. (:
bye~

221211

2011-12-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

2222hrs

sunday i went out with sam mei mei. :P
after dance. and sg transport system almost made me want to strangle people that day.
yup. shan't complain about the transport alr.
i ranted enough~~~~
met sam for lunch? then we went bugis walk walk.
it's been awhile since i met her. hahas (:

today. i am on leave.
AWOL to be more accurate. LOL.
bad idea. tmr got explaining to do. but suan le ba.
i also lazy call office -.-

currently out with liling.
she's studying~~ i am like just slacking life away.
working tmr though. :O
then long weekend break till tues. (:

christmas is arriving. (:

201211

2011-12-20T12:27:00.001+08:00

1226hrs

~~i have a hidden onew obsession.~~you did not just read that.

191211

2011-12-19T09:54:00.000+08:00

0859hrs

i get so bloated recently that i don't even. LOL.
good thing i guess. :O

thurs night we went bpp for dinner.
ate at the jap stall beside ntuc. (RAMEN!!!)
the food not bad. just the the waiters are very interesting.
they interest in what we eat, how we eat and keeps staring and staring.........
yup. weird okay.
spent about 50$ there for 3 of us. like the usual price only. hahas.
went starbucks after that. lingz did some work while i slack.
lucky we were not too far from home. linz drove and lingz parents sent me home.
that day mrt spoilt like idk what. but it was quite bad and train freq = low.
so be glad i need not take the train :O

friday i think i went home?
idek. lol. i forgot. but i know twinny went to taiwan that day.
she should be coming back soon? hahahas.
going hot spring today that lady. :O

saturday was horrid. mrt died again in the morning like 7am?
and i was rushing late for my dbg appt at 10. -.-
took 190 and reached dbg 1 hour late. wtf.
my usually 45 mins trip bacame close to 2 hours because everybody had to switch to cars or buses.
traffic was horrid, there was nothing much we can do anw.
the bus was so filled that i was cursing on twitter all the way. yippee.
so rare that i am so angry. opps.

took their SMRT shuttle to novena after that for dance.
like the lucky only. northbound buses were empty~
and when i look across the road, all the southbound (toward marina bay) buses were sardines. :/
so i should say i am lucky? :O

reached novena way too early. i expected that though. walked around while on the phone with liling since she was waiting for linette for korean class at ganeda. hahas.
DID YOU SEE THAT?? KOREAN CLASS :D
hahaahahs. that was fun. okay. anw.
their class starts at 2 ends at 4.
my dance started at 2.10 and ended 3.20. :O
after dance i went to amk to look for the shoes that i wanted and didn't buy.
and it was gone. okay. sad max. don't talk to me.

met them after their korean class for early dinner / my late lunch.
ajisen! :D long time no eat. but i didn't realised i was eating ramen again. :O
subconscious okay.
went walk walk in iluma and then went library after that.
left about 9pm and liling wait for parents to watch movie at 10. (:
tiring day okay. mr simple made my body ache.

brb. while i decide what to blog for sunday.

1613hrs

w/e #random
was reading this minkey story and i feel like cuddling.
lol. maybe somebody can come cuddle me some day. LOL.
/lol no gtfo. :O

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2011-12-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

1041hrs

i still prefer old blogger. -.-

anyways. updating my life.

anyone miss me? LOL.

wednesday night i met zuany for dinner at JP. ^-^

long while no see her you know. like. 2 months?

after dinner plus walk walk we went imm. daiso for an hour plus.

the jap stuff there so cute la. lolol.

zuany bought 2 figurines in the end. hahahas.

got home a little late. but w/e mum was even later. so no count.

last night went twinny's house for dinner.

she going taiwan tmr and still haven packed her stuffs -.-

anw, bought food from house downstairs and one whole spread of FOOD.

we love food i tell you. :X

watched 6 eps of liar game season 2 and youtube videos and stuff.

hehehehehe. and i saw her new rabbit. cute or cute. :P

xiao hei!! :O

reached home close to 12. mum was like why so late. okay..... chill mum.

tired like everything else now.

almost late for work since i switched off my alarm at 7am.

and told myself 5 more minutes without setting another alarm.

woke up like 7.38am. when i need leave house at 7.45.

i made it on time though.

left the house zhun zhun 7.45. :D

pro or what. idek. :O

w/e i am hungry. somebody send me food.

meeting linz and lingz for monthly dinner later. misses! (:

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2011-12-13T02:24:00.002+08:00

0220hrs
it's late. but the entire house can't sleep. -.-
me and my sis (shirui) were both sleeping by 9.15pm.
and my youngest sis have to come in and wake all of us up.
now we all can't sleep.

i mean. it's 2am already. ):
i slept at 8.30pm, got woken up at about 9pm to drink gongcha.
then i keep falling in and out of sleep.
i was sleep drinking my entire gongcha can. tsk.
then 11pm youngest sis ask us to all wake up and drink tonic soup.
okayyyy..... -.-

this is boring. nights. ):

111211

2011-12-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

2106hrs

other than meeting twinny on sat evening,
i have been sleeping though the weekend.

just when i thought there is no dance, i can do something like the productive...
but maybe no. LOL. life disapproves.
can't really fall asleep until 5am in the morning and waking up at 8am for these two days...
it's sure taking a toll on my body uh.
so to replace that lost sleep, i have been sleeping in the afternoon.
my body's weird. urgh. don't even remind me.

so i woke up 3pm on sat to realised that oh die supposed to meet twinny.
tried contacting her until 4plus then she was released from idk where.
yup. we met at bbatok to find nice to eat hokkien mee! :D
dabao-ed 2 packets and fish slices soup before we went home.
oh yes and gong cha. hahahahahs.
i got milktea 50% without pearls. then twinny texted me,
her : "50% of the cup filled with pearls"
me : "no no no no. without pearl. sugar 50% ): "
her : "Okay. 50% sugar. 50% pearl"
see la my twinny so cheeky :O
came our house to eat. okay. she long time no come my house. //actually no. LOL
watched liar game and searched for jobs LOL.
she left my house about 10 plus. after my mum reached home.
my mum la!!! so slow. -.-
went home and saw the lunar eclipse thing. quite interesting lei. :D

on another separate note...
my dear shufen uh,
please take care of yourself okay. idk what happened but you seem troubled recently. ):
talk to you when you are feeling better~

081211

2011-12-08T08:51:00.003+08:00

0850hrs

changed my blog song from cry cry (t-ara) to Better - SHINee #SHINeeTheFirst

1223hrs

every had the feeling that you wanted to
say something, blog something or just pouring out your thoughts,
the words just got stuck, you can't write it, you can't say it
and you don't know who to tell out of a sudden?
that's the feeling i am talking about.

071211

2011-12-07T23:00:00.001+08:00

2259hrs

sometimes i don't even feel like going online anymore.
it's just so... tiring.

dearshineeletters - SHINee

2011-12-06T10:45:00.003+08:00

To me SHINee is so much more than a band.
To me they're like the sun.
They bring happiness and warmth into people's lives through their music.
They bring people from all around the world together just from the sounds of their voices.
They bring hope and meaning into words from a language that I can't even understand.

Other people sometimes have looked at me strangely when they see me listening to SHINee's korean music.
They give me a smug look and ask "Do you even know what they're saying?"
Before coming into this fandom, I would've looked down and felt awkward and strange.
But after everything I have come across in this fandom.
After all the people I have met thanks to these boys.
I have matured in a way.

Now I no longer look down in shame, I can sincerely smile at the person and say:
"Are you really going to let everything you don't understand in life hold you back?"

I pity them more than I pity myself.
They don't know what they're missing.
They don't know the world on the other side of this earplug.
They don't know the adventures and memories that come from a 6-letter word.
SHINee.
They don't know the stories and lessons one learns from 5-korean boys.
Lee Jinki
Kim Jonghyun
Kim Kibum
Choi Minho
Lee Taemin

But, I do.
And I am more than proud to call myself a part of this beautiful SHINee World.

This is as best as I can offer in words and in video because the rest are just emotions fluttering around in my heart that can't be caught into words.

CREDITS TO Grettel a.k.a TheDreamySleeper @ YouTube

051211

2011-12-05T10:25:00.003+08:00

1023hrs

i am back. :O
like after the entire weekend thing.
one word. SHAG.
my hands don't even want to type this. but my brain wants to get everything off my mind.
hahahas. so a lot of wrong words when i am typing this.
and i have to self-beta LOL what even.

okay. long story short. i am happy. hah.

short story long. i slowly type. /brb/

1030hrs

friday night i met twinny at 302 for dinner. LOL.
we talked all the things we can think of la. as usual.
met her from 6plus to 9.45pm. she went off to rocher road after that :O
...... and reached home after 4am -.-

saturday met cheryl for mr simple dance.
at least we completed 1 min of the dance alr. 2nd lesson.
next lesson will be chorus liao :D
it rained quite badly after that. met twinny and her mama at batok after that.
twinny permed her hair. mama also. :O
dinner at our usual place (udders there)
they changed stall alr. currently is the pontain thingy.
food wise so so only. the old one i likey better.
i had wanton noodles, mama had nasi lemak with dory fish and twinny had nissin soup. :D
mama treat!! i forget thank her again T.T
had udders ice cream after that. mama treat again ^^
went home early after that.

dance class cards!! :D

sunday was eventful. EVENT-FULL.
woke up late. /actually. no. hmm.
okay. i went out late. missed the entire stretching routine and first 8 steps. -.-
w/e i caught up okay. :O
got gongcha after class and lunch from mcd at cini.
watched Already Famous with _Keybummie_ Pearl_skyblue SHUFEN0408 and mymushroom
we intro-ed ourself using twitter names. /don't judge
the show wasn't as good as what most of us thought. but we had a good laugh anw.

walked about in 313somerset until 4.30pm before we headed to stadium to collect tickets.
it was rather fast tho. the trip from somerset to stadium.
when we reached the box office people told us that the tickets only can collect after 6pm.
so we went for dinner at kallang leisure park! kopitiam again. LOL.
same from SWCSG. and yes yuhao uh, the hokkien mee is nice. ^^
i had chicken rice. but damn full -.- can't even finish. zzz.
met jolyn and ... idk who and we all eat together. LOL!
it was fun okay.

it's already 1601hrs. see i am so distracted typing this -.-
collected tickets and bought light sticks! the red lightsticks were so prettyyyy.
okay. it's actually the same as the one from swcsg just that it's red.
met up with the rest aka ShuFen0708 and friends!!!!! total got 16 of us i think. :O

my ticket and lightstick ^-^

managed to catch estee at the fanmeet.
I MEAN SHE WILL DEFINITELY BE THERE. but idk where to find here ma.

she was sitting like row 8, i am at row 25. but w/e it was fun :P
i think she was helping the arranging of the TVXQ huge words lightstick project.
idk if it succeeded though. hahahs. pray if have got pictures.

anw, the fan party was great. homin tried speaking english and la and lors and idk what.
i think the most memorable one would be the 2 fanmade videos. i like leh!
it's sweet plus all the wait plus everything. so yes. it was good.

LOOK AT THEIR RED SEA. SO PRETTY FROM THE TOP OKAY.

best part of the whole fanparty? onho appearing in the video. LOL.
some clip from homin's last year birthday parties i guess. hahahahahas.
okay i was kidding okay. don't fanwar. /hides.
but we did scream though. like "is that onew's voice?"
"OMG ONEW" AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~ then MINHO APPEARED. AHHHHHHHHH
yes like that lo. :P

took some group photos after that.
special thanks to richelle for getting SOOOO many tickets for us ^-^

don't ask why am i so short here. me keeping my head down.
left to right: Pearl_skyblue, _Keybummie_, shiyunlee, SHUFEN0408, ShuFen0708, mymushroom
HAHAHAHAHA.

went home right after that cause the thing started late end late.
started about 7.30 instead of 7? and ended like 9.30......
i reached home about 11? i was soooooo shag please. T-T

OKAY LAST PART ALREADY.
I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT AND I WAS IN SOME WHITE VAN THEN MINHO WAS IN THE OTHER VAN. AND HE WAS READING SOME SCRIPTS OR SOMETHING IN HIS VAN. THEN WE WERE EXITING MANDARIN GALLERY'S CARPARK. THEN IDK WHO THIS TWO HANDS BEHIND MINHO WAS WAVING AT US. (I FORGOT WHO WAS WITH ME OKAY) WHATEVER. MINHOOOOOOOOO LOL.

ending this post here. bye :P

021211

2011-12-02T09:41:00.000+08:00

0927hrs

hello blogger, did you miss me? :P

so other than work these days, i had some life to meet people.
humans crazy over kpop. LOL. like sisters. :D
anw, recount session :X

tuesday was MAMA (MNet Asian Music Awards) show.
went over to cheryl girl girl's house with samsam, erjie and ruilin to watch together.
crazy one. one person win only we jump around and spam twitter.
esp Super Junior and 2NE1 and B2ST and Miss A and SNSD and Simon D and idk there was so many.
LOL Simon D didn't win and cheryl was complaining about it the whole night.
pizza treat from cheryl's mum. kekekeke.
went down to our usual spot to talk ... as usual. until 12 plus.
okay we forgot the time. our bad. lucky erjie still got train to go home :O

wednesday night i met sisters again for dinner.
when i say dinner, it's me eating dinner cause usually the rest ate alr. except girl girl.
i ate 12 takoyaki in one go. i feel so ... greedy LOL.
whatever. you know you love me :D
spent time at cheryl's house because we want to spend time before she goes overseas, today. ):
partially because it was raining also so... her house lo. :P
went down for mac ice cream after that... by after i mean... 11.30pm?
we tend to stay out quite late ........... because we can HEH.

last night i went out with mum for supper at 302.
she didn't cook dinner, and only had bread -.- how can okay. i disapprove.
i told her i was hungry and got her out to eat with me.
tried to wait up for shirui to be released from work but she only got home about 11.30 -.-
DIE PEOPLE DIE. lol. her work like not fun.
can hear she not very happy.
but i was half awake only. so whatever. i wasn't really listening to her work.
but one thing i know, it's so bloody far and the pay .........
people, never work at Royal Sporting House. LOL. no fun one.

anw, meeting my dear twinny for dinner later. hope it doesn't rain.
i don't want to look like some wet market chicken when i see her. ):
HOKKIEN MEE OKAY TWINNY??? :P
see you later :D

tmr is saturday = dance class. which reminds me.
i haven't started practising that 37s that i learnt. sheeze. T.T
sunday = start of The Boys = double dead cause ... my legs would be pretty much broken by sat.
pray for my legs okay LOL.

office is empty. i can continue ranting for all i want.
but no. i am going to livejournal to do a fic rec for jongyu cause i can. :P

281111

2011-11-28T10:48:00.001+08:00

0956hrs

went out about 3.15pm yesterday to changi airport.
reached there about 4.40pm? found chenyi at the same place we waited for SHINee the other time.
since their flight landing about 6.10pm, by 5 plus there were no barricades = going via CIP.
since we have no idea where CIP was, we tried following some other ELFs.
and they walk super fast to let us lose them la.
lucky we got powerful eyesights LOLOL.

CIP is behind terminal 2 there. so once the security guards at T1 told us SuJu won't be coming out from normal route, most of us chiong CIP already. not that we know in advance or anything hahahas.
when we reached there were already a small group (about 30? people) sitting by the road alr.
then there is like 2 smaller groups quite high one. they hold their MrSimple album to show all the buses and cars and every vehicle there to show them we waiting for super junior.
some buses the passengers all look at us and smile. some give us thumbs up and stuff. then most of us waved.
fun what. being polite also okay. all of us were not on the road, so it was safe. not blocking the traffic or anything.

so most of us were chatting until about 6.35pm. it was peaceful and sunshines and everything. crowd level approximately 150 plus plus? both sides of the road are filled with people. people all on standby with cameras.
then 6.40pm, about 200 plus people choing out from T2 to CIP terminal. i am not kidding with the numbers okay. it's like more than the people already here, all running to CIP terminal. so by then it was very very crowded. people from opposite side of road already on the road taking up half the space of lane 1.
slowly there were alot of cars that need super good driving skills to not knock fans down. LOL.
some other VIP cars all can't leave because of fans blocking. /sigh.

security guard there was nice, he told us that the front few cars all not super junior cause the vans got problem exiting CIP. the gates to CIP was like... totally blocked la. -.-
when the 1st van finally came out. the van can't even turn out to the road. too many fans.
the security on motorcycles were honking and honking to get fans off the roads.
when the van finally passed me, i think i saw donghae. in shades. ^-^ imagine how happy i was okay.
the video i took can't ~~really~~ see because of the tinted windows.
DONGHAE YOU KNOWWW. he look exactly the same as pictures okay. :P
*screams* *throw my head around*
second van was much more difficult for us to see. by the time it goes past us, all the windows were covered by curtains. T.T maybe just on our side. but whatever.
people from the front (right outside the gates) saw shindong though. and yesung.
shindong was the only one with the windows without curtains.

after both the vans left, i actually wanted to pull chenyi go off le. until she reminded me miss A haven't come out yet. hahahhahahas. okay i fail. but. what. :P
some ELFs left by then but there were still alot of people.
miss A's van came out, tinted windows again. can't really see...
EXCEPT for suzy. she moved closer to the windows and waved at us! ^-^
she was wearing red i think. or somebody behind her wearing red. can't really see.
then shades also. heh.

super fun experience okay. not say dumb or time wasting.
but i am only young once okay. (:
that's all for my supposedly short "van-chasing" experience. :P

2152hrs

i am tired of this life i have.
somebody take me away, cause i can't take this pain.

271111

2011-11-27T14:50:00.002+08:00

1450hrs

going out to try my luck to see suju.
wish me luck (in my heels) LOL.
till then again.

2153hrs

i saw donghae i think. hahahas. in his shades. :P
it was fun. as always. will update the whole "process" either tmr or after i finished bathing.
got home an hour ago. my legs. like gone alr. x.x
/brb/ for now.

261111

2011-11-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

0157hrs

so, the mc i took in the morning was somewhat well used. :D
had lunch with my mum (she is vegetarian today) then accompanied her to some grocery shopping.
went home and slept throughout the afternoon. i woke up at 7am ~~this~~ yesterday morning though.
met twinny in the evening. finally got to meet her after like 1 month and 2 weeks?
it's been long. D: i want eat hokkien mee again with her one of these days ^^

anyway, we had ajisen for dinner.
not as nice as the one at novena or clake quay but whatever, i wanted to eat ramen :P
had scallop ramen with white fish. heh heh *grins*
twinny had chashu ramen with baby octopus. and she didn't finish her food -.-
had ice cream at MoF after that. ^^ pictures in my phone. upload it when... i am more awake.
talked alot really. life, food, kpop, life, kpop, kpop, kpop.
lolol :P we love kpop. what. :D
went home about 9pm cause my sis's gong cha and IOI was melting quite badly.

i love twinny. hope to see you again soon. like soon soon. :D

231111

2011-11-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

2126hrs

if you have a bad day...

okay, bad day starts this morning okay.
i woke up late. have this bad headache bugging me whole morning.
almost missed company bus.
while walking towards my office, a fly decides to kiss my eye.
first office task, got paper cut while transferring files.
then for the rest of the day i was sitting by the shredder. -.-
don't even have the energy to go out for lunch okay.
some how or another in between i got myself 2 bruises on my right arm.
one 50-cent coin and one 10-cent one. and one 5-cent one on my left arm.
my neck back shoulders legs all hurting.

when i left ntu it wasn't raining. so i left the umbrella at my workplace.
who knows cck raining. -.-
feeling motion sick on the company bus due to the jam.
uncle made a detour about old lim chu kang there. extended the trip by about 30 mins.
wanted to die tbqh.
lucky my sis came out to fetch me. so i was feeling a little better by the end of the day.

hope to clear everything tomorrow then friday i will take mc to die at home. really.

going to bed now. it's what. 1am? LOL.

211111

2011-11-21T10:46:00.000+08:00

1037hrs
continue from last night.

so what else do i have that i haven't receive?
1. SHINee Wall calendar
2. SHINee 'The First' Album Box
3. Hiphop Pants x2
4. meimei's iPhone4 Mercury Cover
5. twinny's OIAM diary receipt still with me in the drawer.

6. Facial x8 (paid in advance)
7. Some weird idk what treatment x12 (paid in advance)
8. Hair treatment course x3 (paid in advance)
9. Dance classes (Mr Simple and The Boys)

also...
Alpha Ent membership until 2016
Passion Card until 2015
and i think stillhave some that i already forgot. -.-

if mum's gonna ask me where my money go, i think i can refer this blog to all the things i have. LOL.

~~how long more i can i stay feeling tired?~~

201111

2011-11-20T22:27:00.001+08:00

2215hrs

i am having this headache so bad that i feel like puking.
no appetite for dinner tbh.
when i reached the rice cooker thing, the rice already spoiled -.-
god tells me to skip dinner.

went out to get all the stuff for shirui's prom.
lucky got everything she need at jurong point.
got shimei's iphone screen cover too.
help them do so much today. hahahas. they treat me ice cream also ^^
got ice cream = happy girl.

made my payment for SHINee's wall calendar as well as my gmarket stuff.
going broke every moment. but idk.
life's short. why keep the money with me.

my photo printer came in the mail this morning.
starting my paper back diary. (:

shall wash up and sleep already. yeobo not online... didn't see her around today...

2252hrs

i am tired. really tired.
why can't i get to sleep?

if i die tomorrow, how many more stuff will be sent to my house.
lol. should write down a list of things they need to remember to collect for me.
don't waste the money even if i die. hahas.
what am i saying.

181111

2011-11-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

1446hrs

yesterday was cheryl's birthday. (:
met her at cck park after work. she treat :P
chilli crab, hotplate tofu, sambal fish, fried youtiao, satay!!
^-^

i reached about 6.40pm. cheryl reached earliest. she reached at 6.15 :O
food came about 7pm. along with cheryl's childhood qing mei zhu ma, yuanlong.

look at her with all the food. actually wanted to take the food only. look at her face -.-

food part 2! we used 2 tables :O our bad.
adeline and clement only reached about 7.45 cause... traffic jam? hahas.

after dinner we went to cheryl's house for cake cutting :D

cheesecake from swissbake! gift from adeline and clement. (:

birthday girl~~

aunty and uncle (and snowy) :P

left to right: me adeline cheryl aunty clement yuanlong

171111

2011-11-17T09:50:00.001+08:00

0907hrs

good morning~

so i met linz lingz and javiel mandy on 15th for our monthly 14th dinner :O
as what i suggested, we went holland village to eat Everything with Fries.
so so only lei. not exactly what i call like to eat.
service... the people there are quite friendly i would say.
other than the initial awkward because we don't know whether to get our own seats or wait to be seated. LOL.
anw, let pictures do the talk?

the "signboard" quite interesting lei. they draw everything on the chalk board.

the table place mat thingy. :O

lingz with the menu. one whole board. the waitress recommended some which i think she was quite nice.
i remembered her asking "is this your first time here?" i was thinking yea, we look blur enough. hahahas.
the menu was rather organised though. i forgot to take picture. -.-

their egg soup. actually more like the only soup there.
me and linette thinks the orange stuff is fried egg white. the soup tastes like bread though. orz.

i ordered salmon in a cup with original fries. the salmon really came in the cup. o_o

YOU SEE THERE. LOADS OF FRIES OKAY. and salad. that you know i won't even touch.
the salmon is in some creamy soup that i can't remember.
i forgot like even before the food came /shots.
the fries was a bit too bland for my liking. but i love salty food. so no count.
linette they all say the fries was nice lei. :O

pork chop! with garlic fries. forgot who ordered this since both mandy and linette ordered the same thing but different fries. this is garlic, the other one is sour cream and onion. forget whose is whose la. -.-
the sour cream and onion fries, the taste was there. just that i prefer more salty food... yah. fries are supposed to be salty okay. :/
garlic fries the taste was good though. *surprisingly*
dunno lei. you can taste the garlic but not strong enough to make you dislike it.
so it was the like best fries that we ate that night. :P
but see linette and mandy eat, the pork chop abit hard uh. /sigh
for people with strong teeth. LOL.

so this one is like charsiew with curry fries. the curry is nice. but i don't take too much spicy food.
okay to eat a bit, but i think i will tear up if i ate too much.
my spicy tolerance level = close to zero. D:
but the char siew was soft. hahahahs. laughs.

after dinner, we went to island creamy. OKAY.
so bandung ice cream was nice. if it was softer. hahahas. :X
anw, self cam time~

and my favourite picture of the day :

okay shan't post more. bye~

131111

2011-11-13T11:32:00.002+08:00

1129hrs

fuck cramps T.T
happy morning but now rolling on bed like some drug addict -.-

anw, back with my weird fic quotes collection :O

Under normal circumstances, I would never kiss my best friend, let alone my best friend who is an idiot and terrible at math."

a fic from blingkeys :O

shall post link when i finish reading~

1819hrs

omg the unglam videos are out on youtube. T.T
thanks uh girlgirl.

so i spent my afternoon sleeping. cool or what. :O

1927hrs

now i am on livejournal. :X
and idk what to do there. /shots
shall explore............ /dead

121111

2011-11-12T00:00:00.011+08:00

0000hrs

so i scheduled this thing one day early.

5:22pm
The bus just passed by cck cc , lol it brings back some good memories.
Korean class w/ yuhao, shiyun & jiawei.
Lol I still rmb that after the first lesson, the two of thrm came forward and ask me where I got that Jongkey cpl tee ㅋㅋㅋ
After that we never talked any more OTL who knows that we are friends with each other now lmao, thanks to SHINee xD

They don't know that I wanted to be friends with them ever since they mention SHINee in front of our Korean teacher hahaha, I was like OMFG ME TOO. I'M A SHAWOL OMG LET ME JOIN YOU GUYS! /cries

- quoted from shufen's blog :P

LOL WANT HEAR OUR SIDE OF THE STORY?

so, me and yuhao decided to join korean classes during work time.
the first lesson, ~~teacher~~ sangsengnim was asking why we were studying korean.
LOL then the two crazy kids we are, we are like SHINee SHINee.
and sangsengnim say she don't like. T.T
so we were in our own world doodling korean (aka names and more names)
i remember it was IS2 around that time so i was doodling yoseob. :O

when we were about to leave, WE SAW THE JONGKEY COUPLE SHIRT.
GOSH. /excite kids. okay.
then yuhao was like, should we ask? what if the girl (aka shufen) finds us weird?
then i was like. HECKCARE LA. just call out and ask.
SHINee FANSSSSSSS :P
okay so. happy kids are happy and went home. :D

and we didn't talk after that. D:

until what 10 weeks later, july 30th. WE MEET AGAIN.
LOL FATE OKAY
jiawei, was the other girl with shufen, then they saw us and we are like,
you guys looks familiar. ROFL.
tada we are friends :D queued up for SHINee World Concert tickets together,
go for concert together. ^.^
YAY FRIENDS.

fandom brings everyone closer k. you don't even imagine how.

okay. i shall go off now. i am blogging in office actually.
the time now is 1606hrs of 11/11/11.
update the photos for the dinners soon.

[edit] oh yes, i changed the blog song to The Boys - SNSD because, i am learning that dance next. wish me luck :P [/edit]

1923hrs

stealing this picture from shufen because my bby looks so cute.

111111

2011-11-11T15:16:00.003+08:00

1416hrs

hello all ^-^ today is one in a hundred years ^^
and i am wasting it at work. D:

but no worries. pepero at work :P

bought all these at the drinks stall earlier. the aunty was ... shocked?
she is like why you buying 4 boxes at one go. hahahas.
not kua zhang k. :O

so, at 1111hrs.
i was busy tweeting so much that i forgot to wish.
i was in a state of omgomgomg who else i need to tag. did i forgot anybody? what's her username.
ya. my mind was something like that. and also "WHY THE TWEET SEND SO SLOW"
hahas. so i sent love to quite a few number of friends.

then esther replied:

HEH.
11:11 wish wasted. but i had fun :P

however, i still want to pen down wishes :C *pouts*
wishes comes true if i don't tell others right? LOL.
so readers. please. skip to the next point BELOW.

1. i wish to have enough time to care for all my friends who cares about me.
off hand i can list out quite a bit: twinny, erjie, girlgirl, ruilin, liling, linette, sherrie some fandomers like, shufen, yuhao, chenyi and more names tbh. these are the people who stand by me, tell me what's right and wrong, teach me how to have fun and enjoy life. we eat ice creams, sing songs to the middle of the night, talk like girl/boy friends, we dance, dinner sessions etc. they are my support and everything. really. try reading my twitter people.

2. i wish for people around me to be healthy. recent events really brought me down a little. my mum, godma, all the aunties and uncles please all be well. ): godma was recently brought to hospital because something in her leg went wrong and pressed onto the nerves and now she can't really walk and all. please, really. take care of yourselves T.T

3. i wish to be happy. as always. for the past year of 11:11s i had been wishing for it. i am feeling happy everyday already. just, wishing this would continue to forever. can i hope that each time i face a problem, an obstacle, or something, i look out positively, may all my friends be with me to pull me through. i am a happy girl. really (: (oh yes not to forget, i saw SHINee this year. imagine how happy i am. kekeke ^.^ )

3 wishes. not hard right? :P

HI THERE. thanks for scrolling through. did you peep? i hope not.
later my wishes don't come true, i will come and find you.

going to meet cheryl for dinner at The Manhattan Fish Market in CWP.
bought vouchers yesterday :P hope it's nice.
then meeting girlgirl erjie and ruilin for pepero night :P
it's 11/11 today. of course we should meet and take pictures.
missed them so much ):

oh yes, and some trolling conversations...

shufen: @shiyunlee #rdm
me: working lei yeobo. don't do this to me. :/
shufen: lol okay sorry yeobo
...
...
shufen: I'm clearing my fb fren list once again :|
me: #remindyou not to delete me.
...
...
me: happy pepero day~
shufen: Give all those to me
me: LALALALALAS come my office take. or you want me to throw. :O
shufen: throw again? T.T I won't delete u yeobo unless u are cheating behind my back O:
me: cheat on you with minho? nah. minho have key have nickkhun have suju hyungs. he won't find me. *pouts*
shufen: bahaha he interested in man > woman, your chance with him = 0% ㅋㅋㅋ
me: :( I AM A MAN! anyway yeobo, we can keep these and tada = fanfic -.-
shufen: hahaha, no I'm the man of our r/s ! lol fanfic
me: but i am taller :O
shufen: but u look more feminine lol
me: :( i am manly! hahahas. what is this life.
shufen: I have muscles, u bones ! #whatarewedoing
me: #idk #LOL #webored

trollers are trolls. :P don't forget to miss me people.
happy pepero day :P

Song: 僕は君に恋をする

2011-11-04T16:49:00.001+08:00

僕は君に恋をする - 김종현

もしも願いがかなうなら　
君の悲しみを僕の胸の中に
注ぎ込んでくださいその痛みならば
僕は絶えられる

未来絵がく地図も無くしてしまう
ちっぽけな僕だけれど君を見つけた

さようなら、ありがとう、好きだよ、好きだよ、
さようなら、笑ってよ、泣くなよ、バカだな
伝えたい言葉は止めどなく溢れる、
何度も、何度でも、僕は君に恋をする。

君の願いがかなうなら
全てささげると心から言える

僕がいなくなっても、消えることない、
恋色に染まる心、君と見つけた

さようなら、また会おう、御免ね、好きだよ、
さようなら、笑ってよ、おこんなよ、バカだな、
恋しい苦しい、愛しいじゃたりない、
何度も、何度でも、僕は君と恋をする。

恋する瞳と愛する痛みを
君が僕にくれた輝き忘れない
ずっと

さようなら、ありがとう、好きだよ、好きだよ、
さようなら、笑ってよ、泣くなよ、バカだな
伝えたい言葉は止めどなく溢れる、
何度も、何度でも、僕は君に恋をする。

さようなら、また会おう、御免ね、好きだよ、
さようなら、笑ってよ、おこんなよ、バカだな、
恋しい苦しい、愛しいじゃたりない、
何度も、何度でも、叫ぶよ　「好きだよ」、
さようなら

English Translation

If my wishes came true,
Your sadness would fill me
Please throw away those feelings
I will endure them for you.

When future paintings and maps are lost,
I would still have seen a tiny part of you.

Goodbye, Thank You, I love you, I love you,
Goodbye, Keep smiling, Don't cry, Silly you,
Words that I want to convey are flowing endlessly,
No matter how many times, I fall in love with you.

Your dreams will come true,
As it could be said with all your dedications and with your heart

When I'm no longer here, I have not disappeared,
You will still find the threads of love of our hearts.

Goodbye, See you next time, I'm sorry, I love you,
Goodbye, Keep smiling, In this way, Silly you,
Painful Love, Endlessly loving,
No matter how many times, I fall in love with you.

The eyes of love and the pain of affection,
Long ago you gave to me an unforgettable radiance

Goodbye, Thank You, I love you, I love you,
Goodbye, Keep smiling, Don't cry, Silly you,
Words that I want to convey are flowing endlessly,
No matter how many times, I fall in love with you.

Goodbye, See you next time, I'm sorry, I love you,
Goodbye, Keep smiling, In this way, Silly you,
Painful Love, Endlessly loving,
No matter how many times, I will cry out “I love you”,
Goodbye...

041111

2011-11-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

1237hrs

super late and overdued like @!^*#)!*#^ post. yes. it's here now.

let the pictures do the work?

cupcakes! from ruilin :D

tumblr from twinny and zuany. all my big eye pictures and SHINee ^-^

cute bear figurine and card from samsam :P

below are presents from linz, lingz, and mandy baobei ^-^

cupcakes!!

cake and cupcakes! mango cheesecake :P

pretty handiworkkkk!

19 balloons!!!! :P

so my birthday extended to 2 days instead of one cause... i am a busy girl :P
shall type more... when i feel like it.

going off for lunch now. :P i am at work you know. LOL.
cya~

011111

2011-11-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

0029hrs

i am feeling exceptionally down.
i mean down as in down. not unhappy down.
feeling that something keep weighing me down or something.
okay. something along that line.

so what comes with it?
breathlessness, moody, and everything.
going to listen to in heaven on shufen's blog until i fall asleep or something.

maybe ... i ate too much OTL.

fat kid is fat. :D
but i am still down. like deep down. LOL.
i think i need ... to sleep.

or perhaps i'd been reading too many afterlife fics.
idk... reading two in a row... idk anymore.
hahas. what happens? what doesn't? what brings about? what's the purpose? why? how? who? when?
see what these fics do to me.
brain is going into overpower.

goodnight people.

1712hrs

why is this so well written?

Because no words were needed, their love was better than words.

~~i love this author. shall update the link another time.~~ Better than Words by Lycianse (:
till then.

2350hrs

as i was saying on twitter, incoherent thoughts.
suicide fics are getting on me recently.
death, afterlife, comas, diseases. lol. what have i not read?
dark fics are annoying. because it's dark. it's usually not that pretty.
"blood on angel's wings." for example.
not to forget, i love cai from livejournal.

i hate people, but love humanity. wut even.

281011

2011-10-28T09:17:00.002+08:00

0916hrs

changed my blog song to beautiful target by B1A4. LOL.
don't ask me why the random. oh gosh. why.
hahahas. i love you like a love song. i like it like it like it.
don't kill me.

241011

2011-10-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

1426hrs

so i promised to blog yesterday. but i kind of ... didn't really used the computer.
yes. right. okay. will blog about that irritating asssssss.

i met up with chenyi at novena to watch the tvN finalists (:
i was late luh. when we reached it was the 4th contestant already.
dances were great. most of them performed in public before, so they weren't that nervous or anything.
the two winners were awesome i tell you.
shall upload videos. if i know how... soon. that will have to wait.
anyway, one of them sang 2ne1's lonely and the other girl danced to miss a's goodbye baby.
damn good really.

went shopping in far east after that. didn't really see much tho.
not alot of stuff compared to last time.
saw high top shoes. like EVERYWHERE. but damnnn. we checked the prices too.
189$ that is like 4 pairs of similar looking imitation shoes.
yes. SHEEZE.
i will be so freaking broke if i even consider buying that.
/keep calm and save money.

walked to scape after that.
OKAY HERE COMES THE STORY.
so scape is doing this halloween thing and so all their spooky characters are paid to walk about and scare the hell out of all the people there. (i swear some costumes are really scary k.)
yes. so we were there, but we didn't scream la. they made those sudden loud noises that shocked me awhile.
but nope. we were not screaming. LOL

and there was this guy. or this ghost.

that was trying his best to frighten us. -.-
like 4 times or something? LOL. he was holding this super loud shaker or something.
first time we saw him face to face. so nothing much.
then he stares at us for a while more, then SHAKE THAT DUMB THING.
i jumped. chenyi was rather shocked too. :X
so we continued shopping. (or should i say we tried.)
then he jumps out behind us again then chenyi was like. BEHIND!
LOL stared at him again. "small eyes and evil faces"

walked about flea market at the basement and also the shops in scape.
when we came out, the ghost walked pass us again. SERIOUSLY...
but we walk opposite direction. i said something like i hate him and so on. LOL.
what was i thinking even.

when we about to leave, saw him like walking quickly towards us.
i immediately pull chenyi hand and run. LOL.
SO IRRITATING LA. -.- i was like thinking: omg run in to cini asap.
those ghost cannot enter cini ma. -.-
eeyer de sian.
went walk around in 313. bought a grey blue jacket! :D
SO MUCH LOVE. okay. initially didn't wanted to buy de.
but you know. AI BU SHI SHOU.
okay. money fly but worth it ^^
went home shortly after that LALALALALA~

had fun with chenyi :D

see you on wednesday girl! :D

221011

2011-10-22T13:09:00.000+08:00

1308hrs

omg my bby.

211011

2011-10-21T15:09:00.005+08:00

1508hrs

MY FAVOURITE OTP.

THE END.

191011

2011-10-19T10:29:00.001+08:00

0958hrs

so my headache and whatever ache i had yesterday doesn't hurt as much anymore.
it didn't hurt after i saw the girls last night.
instant cure! hahas. that is how precious my girls are to me.

so i met up with cheryl erjie samsam ruilin first at pizza hut.
they didn't know i was coming luh.
i initially had something else on, plus still want see doc.
so told them i wasn't coming. :P

their first reaction. shocked.
second reaction: YOU COME UH. GOOD GOOD. FASTER HELP US EAT.
LOL apparently, they ordered way too much food. ROFL.
cleared as much as i can la.

played this character swapping game while eating.
no choice uh. i was so far from the food that i switched places with erjie.
then cheryl started calling me dar and called erjie mummy.
LOL IT WAS SO BLOODY HELL WEIRD.
idc cause it's us anyway.
i was pretty sure the entire place was staring at us making so much noise.
oh well. hmm.
dajie joined us after i am pretty much done eating. :D
then she was so confused with everything happening and yes. her confused look was epic. :D
went off shortly after that. too many people glaring at us.
cheryl treated the pizza hut thing. hehe. happy girl is happy.

went to MOF for ice cream after that.
had the chocolate snow ice thing. the one that i ate with cheryl last time.

but nope. not nice already. next time not buying anymore. hmmph.
dajie ordered a watermelon sundae, but too bad out of stock. she so unhappy. hahahas.
so she got chocolate sundae in the end. :P
erjie got a hot chocolate with this mashmellow thing. idk. jap dessert.
this sweet thing there is this name to it. glulmi or something. can't even remember.
then cheryl kept asking me to pronounce. -.- got her distracted to get away.
one of my random shots when we were eating...

samsam and rui shared a peach sundae. quite pretty okay. ~~i will upload photos later~~~~ uploaded

and birthday girl got one free ice cream. she got the black sesame sundae. :D

played with food for awhile before leaving.

went cheryl house there to cut cake. the tables beside the poolside~
cut cake and talk nonsense till close midnight.
sorry never stay till after midnight cause i had work ):
i'm so sorry but i loved you. no more than three lines cannot sing!
okay...
so yes. reached home 5 minutes before 12. yessu.

okay. that sums everything up pretty much.

and again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRLGIRL. :D

181011

2011-10-18T15:25:00.000+08:00

1248hrs

“Don’t let Jinki buy you strawberry ice cream, alright?”
“And don’t let Taemin call you Jjong.”

another great fic i read today. ^^ intro-ed by shufen.
BFFs by nalbeorijima

don't feel like going for lunch today.
actually don't feel like even being at work.
haven't done shit since morning.

headache is killing me tbh and my throat isn't any better after all the strepsils.
ant my stomach is going to hurt soon for eating nothing except medicated lozenges.
yippee yay wow lol.

1340hrs

and yes, i changed my blog song.
like maybe 2 days back? to 내 여자 손대지마 (Don't Touch My Girl) - 보이프렌드 (Boyfriend)
sad song with a hippy fast bgm. -.-
not sad anymore. /bangs head.

1525hrs

so, i finally completed my 30 days letter challenge 1 year later -.-
i got ... distracted, and it got forgotten.
okay, at least it's completed now right. :D

i am hungry.
why did i not get lunch... -.-
will see doctor for sore throat later tho.
not exactly well since morning u.u

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 25 to 30

2011-10-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 25
The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Dear godma,

I really do hope you are better now. Everything will get better now. Really. Do give mummy a call when you need to.

Much loves,
Shiyun

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 26
The last person you made a pinkie promise to.

Dear Cheryl girl girl,

Of course you will always be my girlgirl. Nothing will change. For now till always. See you later. :P Bet you won't know I am coming.

Signing off,
Mummy Shiyun

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 27
The friendliest person you knew for only one day.

To all my fandom friends,

WHAT IS A DAY I TELL YOU. I knew most of you guise for less than a day luh. And tell me who isn't friendly? ^^ Stay true to our fandom, together with one heartbeat, forever bleeding pearl aqua. 사랑해요!

Forever loving you people,
Shiyun

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 28
Someone that changed your life.

Not to one person, but my shining SHINee boys,

Wow, this 30 day challenge thing, I had been doing it since end of last year. I wanted to meet you guys then, and today I had already met you all at SWCSG and also at the airport as some crazy screaming fangirl. Yes. But what should I doooooooo~~ LOL. I learnt so much from you kiddos that I don't even know where to start thanking you from. Shan't extend this post in case it gets too long. :O

Wishing you all the best and good luck with THE FIRST promotions(:
Shiyun aka fangirl.

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 29
The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Dear idk-who-you-yet,

If the time is right, maybe (i meant really maybe). I would tell you more things about myself. Like things that people never knew. Yes. LOL. Till the day that I find such a person like you then.

Hopes this person doesn't exist,
Shiyun

30 Day Letter Challenge - Day 30
Your reflection in the mirror.

Dear reflection,

Come on, just get lost.

Irritated,
Shiyun

171011

2011-10-17T10:04:00.005+08:00

1003hrs

i just tweeted that i will blog about something.
then lucifer split headset version came on,
and i forgot what i wanted to blog about. -.-

okcan.

1016hrs

idk my previous post was supposed to be emo or what.
who cares -.-

so. i had been watching bits and portions of bloody monday.
not my kind of thing really.
what disease and people die with all the blood from everywhere.
ew no. urgh.

but have to say though. the story line was good. :O
other than the bloody scenes and killing all the people i like,
the show is good. D:

so what am i up to these days.
nothing? like nothing?
people don't jio me as often anymore since school started.
twinny and most others studying are still having exams.
cheryl wise, idk my status with her.
yes. i am at home. most of the time. or should i say all the time.

saturday i went out early with my sis to go to twister to cut her hair.
twister at jurong point :X
so her used to be long hair ... was gone. like in less than a minute tbh.

see the whole bunch of black thing on the table? yes.
so the guy just tied up her hair and snipped it off altogether. :O

her new hairstyle. yes.

i seriously thought bob hairstyle suits her pretty well too.
it's not just me saying that though.
the hairstylist said the same thing too...

whatever, so i went for dance after that.
recording... idk i think i sucked tbh. lol.
flimed twice and both times i got the similar parts danced wrongly.
and i don't even want to know.
sheeze. waiting for the video to be out though. x.x

ahma's birthday dinner at night was ... more or less the same.
except that i reached so early that i literally finished window shopping at orchard.
yes. that. pretty much.
so i reached at 6 when the food only came at 7.30.
dad and sis all came about 7.10. so much for being so early -.-

awkward moments with the cousins since i don't even know them.
and i still don't know their names and stuff.
you can't blame me really. i see them 3 days out of 365 days in a year okay.
dinner was fancy at orchard hotel. but the food wasn't so nice.
last year's one was good. but idk we'll see again next year? lol :X
hated the shark's fins though. it's so watery. -.-
reached home at 11. one of the latest ahma dinner till date. oh well. -.-

yesterday i went to collect mum's photo diary. the book published by dr tan cheng bock.
one commonwealth was ulu. like nobody's there. i don't even know how to get in. x.x
followed some random people before i found the place.
the queue was long~~~ and hot and stuffy x.x
but it was worth it. the photo book thingy was pretty.
mum liked it alot.

went out with liling after that.
wanted to go downtown east initially. taking the same route like 2 years back?
we do such random outings once in a while in the past.
less these days but still, all the times we spent. funnehhh. :P
watched "what's your number" in the end at cwp since there wasn't enough time to travel.

snacked all the food at the pasar malam and walked about cwp for the movie. :X
funny-wise so so. alot of m-18 scenes though. don't really liked it. hmm.

walked awhile more before we went home ^^

tired max these days. ideky.
shall wait for the mailman. he should be coming soon. i hope. :O

2136hrs

"... and my diet plan includes eating ice cream everyday."
no kidding tho.
gained loads of weight since i stopped eating ice cream ):
grown short too. (WHYYYYYYYY)
so yes. back to the ice cream days.
shall buy more to store at home.

161011

2011-10-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

2252hrs

it scares me sometimes,
how much i think about death these days.

everything seems too difficult. but never out of reach.

i wonder.

nothing will change isn't it?

141011

2011-10-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

1455hrs

loads to post tbh.
but i haven't cause i am a lazy pig.

pictures and everything.

okay. do work first. will type something more proper if i have the time later.

101011

2011-10-10T12:27:00.001+08:00

1227hrs

late but still,
keep the faith twinny. cause you can.
jiayous!

081011

2011-10-08T23:58:00.005+08:00

2358hrs

thanks to everybody for today. you know who you are.
really appreciated it alot. (:
even though I wasn't exactly a good host and there wasn't anything much to do at my house, thank you all so much.

much loves dearies. thank you.

2359hrs

what changed one year ago and now?
I grew up.

happy birthday, 시윤아.

031011

2011-10-03T10:53:00.000+08:00

1051hrs

another series of our midnight high.
my fandom friends are awesome. deal with it.

021011

2011-10-02T01:23:00.001+08:00

0123hrs

so goodbye, don't cry and smile.

290911

2011-09-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

1705hrs

idgi. i am not even awkward irl.
what happened to me online?
lol. /virtually awkward

280911

2011-09-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

1147hrs

late but still.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUILIN :D
i know i cute. ty.

monday night met erjie to but dinner then meet up with ruilin at 7.30 to go our secret hideout.
as usual talk nonsense until midnight. HAHAHAHAHA.
birthday bash as usual. ruilin tio whack until midnight. kekeke.
bought her a barney superman cake this year. just to irritate her. kekeke.
shan't go into details. misses them as always.

meeting one of the guys from hostel for lunch later.
but i am not even hungry. oh well.

260911

2011-09-26T10:38:00.000+08:00

1002hrs

first things first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY'S MAMA!
kekekekeke. don't forget about me k. :D

so. last wednesday sub-sisters outing at teoheng was great :P
sang mostly korean again. but this time more high because we danced quite a bit.
LOL. fun or what shit. some random guy entered the wrong room and saw 4 crazy girls on self-induced high.
he suayyyyyyy~~
sang till past 11 before we went off since i got work the next day -.-

thurs night met cheryl heng for dinner with daisy~
food court food. but whatever. we are all broke.
went home rather early after that. D:

friday met up with cheryl heng again (LOL why i keep meeting her)
we ate at the satay place at cck park.
i am telling you. me not going back there again.
service = lousy like. (blood boils)
whatever. end of story.

saturday morning collected my juliette jap album ^-^
happy girl is happy.

pretty isn't it. hahahas.
got this mp3 playbutton batch thingy inside too.

mp3 player k. cool or what.
but only one song. and cannot change -.-
i fail.

met cheryl heng in the afternoon LOL. why i keep meeting her.
anyway. i cut my hair and did some treatment.
hair keep on dropping la. ): emo or what siol.
so now i got back my short fringe. kekekekeke

both our short fringe looks okay right. LOLOL~

went for dance with chenyi and yuhao at about 4pm~
completed most parts for juliette. but i still have conceptual errors with replay. :O
why desho why ):
will have to practice again and again and again soon... T.T

after dance, met twinny to go shopping! keke
met her at centerpoint then walked about at ion after that ^-^
bought 2 shirts for 60$ :X
but it's so pretty. i can't resist. D:

went to walk about in far east after that.
saw the first shoe shop then i bought new shoes already :P
see la. that's why i always no money to save T.T
hahahahas. but had fun shopping with twinny. as usual~~ :D

spent the whole of sunday sleeping.
i am a pig. ikr. (:

in office now. and so dead mof (matter of factly)
i issued out gym passes without knowing. damn. what was i thinking.

240911

2011-09-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

2227hrs
hate this hate this hate this.

i don't know what is this feeling but i hate it. ):

and i hate the new blogger layout.

hate hate hate.

ew.

get lost.

shoo.

shall blog happier stuff like with twinny today tomorrow.

shall go hide one corner and hate life for now.

210911

2011-09-21T09:04:00.001+08:00

0901hrs

Jinki gives a soft and endearing smile. “Yeah, I have faith.”
"What do you have faith in?”
“I have faith in you.”

another very sweet fiction from crushings.

nice to read such short stories first thing in the morning.
everybody have a good day :P

1446hrs

happened to see this pretty picture somewhere.

yessu. that's all i wanted to post about. lol.

200911

2011-09-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

2042hrs

i don't need you to add on to my headache.

2106hrs

headache is killing. EW.

going teoheng with sub-sisters tomorrow evening.
destress moments with them again (:
such times are so much love kekeke :P

so. i didn't eat lunch today.
not on purpose. but the rain was so big during lunch time,
i rather starve than getting myself all wet. -.-

and when i don't eat lunch, my colleague tend to have alot of things for me to do.
need to call roughly 100 plus hostelites to confirm some very minor information.
oh well. that's life.
but at least i have things to do tomorrow. good enough.

headache now. very badly.
i have painkillers in the office and i forgot about it until now.
and since it's in the office. i left it there and didn't bring it home.
clever girl is clever (: i know really.

2148hrs

oh well. where are the medicine.
shall just brush my teeth and sleep.
whatever. good night.

190911

2011-09-19T12:39:00.001+08:00

1239hrs

bored desu.

tired and sleepy.
shan't sleep at 4am in the future.
bye.

170911

2011-09-17T09:17:00.000+08:00

0914hrs

it's been a week since SHINee came. /oh well.

anyway. some interesting convo we had yesterday. :O

read this downwards.

and this upwards.

can't get the order right somehow. whatever.
so yes. tall girls love jjong.
:D
whatever. random only. for memories and safekeeping sake. :P

140911

2011-09-14T10:42:00.001+08:00

1034hrs

"if you never chase your dreams, you'll never catch them."
why does this quote send me shivers every time i reread it? it's like i have something that i haven't done. it just bites into me so hard that i don't even know how or why or what. the feeling of not trying hard enough? yes. that feeling. it's reminding me how much i have neglected my dreams to a point that i am not even chasing them anymore. what happened?

130911

2011-09-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

1320hrs

3 days after SWCSG.

spent a total of close to 400$ on this concert.
from fan goods to tickets plus transport plus overnights.
and i tell you, if i get to do this over, i would have done the same.

currently at hall office computer room. -.-
got locked out of office somehow...
right.

friday night i went out to meet liling and linz for dinner at cwp.
the hot tomato there. they cheat my feeling la. never eat purposely come out pei me eat.
thanks so much baby~~

met shufen at midnight. her uncle sent us to the airport in the end because we miscalculated the last bus...
not our fault k. smrt cheat our feelings.

reached airport about 1.30am?
yuhao and chenyi already there since what. 10+pm.
aish those two.

talked and spazzed over bbys until we see the barricade forming about 2.30am.
spent the rest of the 3 hours at the barricade drawing our boards and just talk? :P
we have our bbys = too many things to talk about.

pictures are all on facebook. :X
i saw this girl with the A1 size board that says MARRY ME. ROFL.
i should have tried that too. so qt.

our boys came out from the departure thing about 6.15am?
their flight landed early like about 5.38am. but those briefing until the flight like landed at original 6am like that.
MY BBY SKIN VERY WHITE CAN.

~~i hate office keyboard~~

so where was i.
minho with that bright orange jacket. must be Key ask him wear one la. -.-
but it's so PRETTYYYYY. and key was like so happy at 6am in the morning, he kept waving and waving at all of us. HE IS SO CUTE. I CANNOT.
yes. then onew was abit sick, he was wearing this mask that covered so much of his face ): but we could see that he was happy (because of his eye smile ^.^) he really looked like that ok.

tae was pretty much like. ah-ha fans. fans again.
he in sg very busy lo. constantly on his phone -.-
DID I MENTION THAT HIS SKIN WAS VERY THE WHITE? i did? okay oh well.
but it's REALLY WHITE OKAY.
pretty bby is pretty. and he is super slim. ): eat more la ish.

although the road from the glass door to the van only about 30 secs.
we spent one night at the airport looking like shag and everything else,
IT WAS DAMN WELL WORTH IT PLEASE.

had breakfast with the girls after that. (:

(shall put in the pictures later when i am with my laptop.)

reached home about 10 after that.
mum was like. DID YOU SEE THEM. DID THEY SAY HI.
i was like
OF COURSE I BLOODY HELL SAW THEM. 13 SECONDS ALSO SHUANG OKAY. THEY ARE SO PRETTY TO EVEN SAY HI. (in fact, if they did say hi to us, i think i might faint. :X) LIKE OMFG THEY ARE SO PERFECT JUST LIKE THAT. AND WITH LESS SLEEP AND AND AND AFTER A LONG FLIGHT AND EVERYTHING ELSE. YES. THOSE ARE MY BBYS. SEE WHAT I DID THERE.

my sis shooed me off to bed after that. -.-

shall blog about concert after lunch then ppyong!

080911

2011-09-08T14:10:00.001+08:00

1358hrs

so. SWC is in 52 hours.
you hear my heart goes tingle tingle? :D

other than being sick. i am still pretty much sick.
the medicine that the doctor gave already eat finished but ...
my nose still running and my voice is still so sexy. :D
you get what i mean.

saturday k session with cheryl, erjie ruilin and samsam.
much love i tell you. screamed despite having no voice (tada you see why)
yes. screamed like tmr no need to live life. ROFL
dance ... was okay. only learned the action for 8 counts.
but bloody hell it was difficult.
that's about it lo. ):
after that, when scape with chenyi to help out the swsg people for fan goods.
the admins really don't know how to drive.
omg la. their car was so close to banging the pillar prz.
god. -.-
helped out until 7 plus before going to SP to meet cheryl they all again for dinner(:
had ljs. i ate rice okay. don't give me the look (oh that's why you are not well yet look)
had sushi for supper. like 30 mins after dinner -.-
HALF PRICED WHAT. WHY NOT. ROFLLOL. :D
then have some heart to heart chat until midnight.
talked from when we first met till today. god. i love these girls.

reached home tio scolded like siao though. no kidding.

brb. go do work first. ttyl.

1425hrs

back. my colleague is hogging my workbook.
so well. slack first now lo. :O

hmm sunday...
morning i meet cheryl. the nuh cheryl. now a different cheryl.
for breakfast with her parents. ^.^ LOL.
nothing much though. her parents knows me what. :X
afternoon... went suntec with her too. last minute decision cause her laptop broke down.
bought one at the comex fair (aka IT fair)
549$ only k. I3 processor. not bad actually.
whatever. i need to get a tv soon. at home de spoil le anw. -.-

monday night i went to help out swsg again.
saw familiar faces (:
i don't remember names k. i remember twitter users. -.- fail ikr.
after the meetup, we went to eat ljs. (again.)
walked about northpoint until 10. ^.^
fun la these peopleeee. :P

tues was funny. :O
so the random twitter message "got plans?" results in me liling and mandy have the last minute outing.
because we have no plans, we went to bukit timah eat the super nice chicken rice.
still no plans, we took a bus to cck.
then we went kbox and sing. (or scream. if you want to rephrase it more appropriately.)
fun la. no plans people ftw.

last night i meet twinny for supper after her study sessions.
and we ate hokkien mee. like we always do~~
talked about recent stuff like school and work and school work. rofl. i fail.
okay. ya. hmm.
the tao huey there also nice. i dabaoed for my mum k. :O
in the end i too full then never eat. -.-

today ... i climbed a lot of stairs.
went 5 blocks and climbed 5 storey each.
climb until sugar low. zzz.
but it was fun tho. i saw a lot of guys looking shocked because they were still half asleep when i pop up at their door. *evil grins.*
some thought who i was. the guy still rolling on the bed when i reached. LOL.
so yes. today considered fun. ^_^

on another note,
my twitter list (aka tlist) all going swcsg siol.
omg. i followed all the got money people. x.x
i want bonita too charmaine ):
aish. still considering if i want go airport fetch SHINee.
guys, please rest well. T.T

030911

2011-09-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

0837hrs

haven't really been going work this week.
like... i only worked on wednesday because the rest of the days there is no work or i was sick.
whatever. excuses only. -.-

so presidential elections are now over,
we gonna put up new pictures of the president and first lady.
idk. it feels like it doesn't exactly concerns me... yet.

last sunday i was sleeping at home as usual. piggy all the way.
monday. i went out with cheryl girl girl to preorder hebe album! ^^
walked around town. didn't buy anything.
but the milkshake cheryl treat damn nice to drink.
like eating real pure white chocolate, but in milkshake form.
HEAVENLYYYY~

tuesday. met geraldine and zuanny for dinner after their study session.
had zichar at golden wings ytp.
so so only la. maybe ... next time not going there le. hmm.
but had a great dinner with both of them. long time never meet ):

wednesday. the only day i went work.
i ate the instant ramen from the vending machine.
i think the soup sachet too spicy for me.
eat one time sick one time. -.-
but i only added half packet! ):
whatever.

thursday. i woke up in the morning. throat pain. -.-
then i was like. go back to sch? or go work. since my work no need talk much also.
but in the end i decide to stay home and sleep in. :P
9 plus i went ntuc and grab chocolates off the shelves.
then go to some gift shops buy gift bags,
slot chocolates into bags. tada. (: mission accomplished. -.-

went back to ijc to find mr jimmy teo and ms wang.
the 2 teachers that keep asking me to go back to school because school was important.
i would pretty much prefer to stay home somehow.
my mc rate was so high that ... i don't even want to talk about it.
people don't even see me around school for one period of time. :O
but still, thanks to the teachers that put in effort eh. (:

yesterday was stay home day. my throat serverely cmi.
went to see doctor after that.
my mum still say. at home so much medicine why still go out see doc.
if at home medicine will work, i would have recovered and go to work liao -.-
really want to scream vulgarities at her. but decided that it was unwise.
so i ignored her.

then. she kajiaoed me in my sleep.
i tend to not sleep well when i am sick.
i wake up every hour or two then go back to sleep again.
not really resting but yes. time flies past fast.
so i was rather pissed at her for waking me up. but still... ignored her all the way.
i am childish. so be it.

met up the girls from swsg to help out with the distribution of fanpacks and shirts.
fun. i made new friends everywhere. shawols are all friends okay.
side note. all the admins so pretty!! :X
going over to help them later at scape also. kekeke.

so today.
going to meet cheryl girl girl and erjie and ruilin and xiaosam for k in the afternoon.
then dance lesson at 4pm with chenyi.
plus scape helpout at 6pm. (:
it's gonna be fun~~ seeya people soon :P

300811

2011-08-30T01:13:00.002+08:00

0029hrs

urgh. can't navigate that shit.
some things changes. but remember, leopard never changes its spots.
i can be classified under people with too much free time.

0110hrs

i feel so tired. shall go to bed. nights.

i missed what we had, but never once i actually regretted leaving.

260811

2011-08-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

1437hrs

i've been missing. missed me?
i bet not. D:

i still need to buy shoes later.
converse or just any shoe?
for dance ^^ so yes, i am thinking. (:

oh well.

so, i have been out to meet linz and lingzx for dinner last night.
civics for jack's place.
hahahahahahas. i made reservations for 3. and told lingz the people hear wrong. ROFL.
much loved :D linz came to surprise and ling tio shock ^^
the dinner not so nice though. abit overcooked. ):
when home about 9 plus. keke.

so. what am i doing now?
listening to presidential election speeches. LOL.
see what i doing? -.-

and on my twitter timeline, nobody wants to go work. -.-
okay lo. what am i doing here. shall go party all night.
sleep tomorrow. LOL NO. DANCE TMR.

240811

2011-08-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

1325hrs

actually ... i can blog in the office what. -.-
why wait until lunch. hmm.
anyway, hall office aircon damn cold.
must remember bring jacket tmr. ROFL.

brought my laptop to work today.
nothing to do ma. :O
but don't want use tumblr cause that site too scary.
heard about spiders gif just now.
haven't seen, but don't intend to see it either. :O

then the scary face gif?
wts. i saw it last night.
then i shut down and went to sleep -.-

damn ass these people. ): *dislike dislike*

anyway. i got cheryl to get twitter ^^
now i have one more person to spam for fun. rofllol.

bought tickets for goodbye baby miss A's showcase last night.
$160. plus $60 for membership for 4 years.
hmm. idk what i am thinking actually.
i woke up to think that i shouldn't do the membership thing.
cause like ... no point -.-
whatever. money spent. :P

going novena later to meet chenyi to pay dance class fees.
can't believe it. me is learning dance. :O
although i believe even stronger that i should have made this decision years ago.
maybe things would be different from then isn't it?

on another note,
i was casually talking to one of the hostelites on my way back from lunch.
serhow i think. he asked if i was being bullied in the office.
that guy. hahas. cute la. how to kena bullied in the office? :D
but he last sem le. /le sighs
he evil can. stand beside me and say i shorter than him -.-
he not very tall also hor!! :X
but it's fun talking to a person like him nevertheless (:

1332hrs now. hmm. 15 minutes to end of lunch.
idk what to do now actually.

oh yes, and i saw this new fic.
actually not new. just that it's updated so long ago that i kinda forgot.
so i will re-read it later in the office (:
and not to forget those fics that shufen ask me read.
hmm. got things to do now. heh.

bored kid is bored.
should find people to kajiao on msn soon. /sighs again.

230811

2011-08-23T13:21:00.000+08:00

1310hrs

yay! at least i don't have a headache today. ^^;;
currently... at my Hall's computer room and wasting their resources.
DAMN. never bring my laptop today.
or else i sure slack in office. -.-

which reminds me. my colleague took half day today.
means nobody else will be in the office except me.
oh well.

and, i am looking for people to go Miss A's showcase with me.
SHO EMO. why nobody want watch them. ):

and, can't read AFF at work. too many buttons to click.

wapiangzxc, nothing to do sia.

on some other hands,
just talked randomly with twinny and zuanny on twitter.
much loves! so long never talk to them like that liao.
and not forgetting.
the b*tching session we had last night over twitter.
OMG the hilarious.
it was initially just a statement that became something more.
like alot more.

what a good statement to unite all my secondary school friends. ^^
like twinny, zuanny, cali dajie, suet erjie, cheri, ...
can't remember who else replied. so cool matter of factly.
most win quote?

Are you guys okay? :3 Just to say she doesn't have me either, she has the other two will do :D

OMG. win for laifu :D

i think i type damn fast because the entire place can only hear me typing.
see how win i can get okay. *WOOHOO*

9 minutes. i typed so little in 9 minutes.
should find something to do and invest my time later. ZZZ.
can't sleep in office leh. supervisor not around, but officer around.
SBS (sibeisian)

okay. so many more people invaded computer room.
type blog post no privacy. shall run.

annyeong!

220811

2011-08-22T13:59:00.001+08:00

1355hrs

“Hey. I have sharp, dangerous, pointy tools in my hands. Try that again, and we’ll see who’s graduating and who isn’t.”

“It’ll still be you.”

“No. It’ll be neither of us. You’ll be dead, and I’ll be in jail.”

blinded series by apocop-e
this story is cute. keeping it here for remembrence.

currently having such a severe headache that I don't know what to do now.
it just hurts sooooo much that it suck.
my goodness. just ... ~~kill~~ help me somebody.
%**%%!^%~~**}!\^*~£!]*|^€]

210811

2011-08-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

1133hrs

time passes, people change.

1139hrs

idk why, talking to erjie made so many things so much better.
not the first time. yet, every time she is able to help me think stuff through.
what was i thinking in the first place?

disconnected. is that the word?
losing touch with what i think is reality.
disappearing among those mental battles with myself.
what happened?

maybe what i need is a reason.
a reason to continue living. a reason to believe the things i am doing.

1204hrs

i need to get out of the house. staying at home is doing me no good.

190811

2011-08-19T13:40:00.003+08:00

1338hrs

so, i am tapping into the Hall's computer to blog this.
kind of weird since the whole hall knows me as the super young office staff.
no kidding k. :X

just running here to listen to Kiss Kiss Kiss.
idk why. keep wanting to listen to that song.
it brings me some sense of peace into my brain i guess.
and plus, the sun outside is too hot.
i dunwanna be fried! ):

okay. work starting in 5 minutes.
i better head back soon.
shall come here more often to blog in the future......
HMM.

and, i am better already.
other than running nose, i am rather fine. (:

miss me people~~

2103hrs

fuck being normal.

2120hrs

being normal became so hard that it became a burden.
it feels like a luggage, just hanging somewhere, dragging down.
i can't breathe.

170811

2011-08-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

2132hrs

so ... i got myself a 2 days mc.
and tmr i am going back to work.

i still talk like ...
hewwloo how mei ii hep chu.
yes. and i pray the people tmr don't ask me so many questions.

speaking of which.
just reminded myself that somebody is climbing up the "friends i don't want to contact anymore" very fast
just remind me to delete her before anything gets out of hand.
hahahas. i feel so much like a loser right now but i dont care.
i most probably fail in life too. but ... who cares (:

SHINee concert in 3 weeks.
to say truthfully, i am not exactly excited somehow.
partially because the organisers are making a lot of things not so easy for us.
preorders for fan goods? really?
aish. idkwts.
but i still hope we have fun on the 10th ^^

till now, i wonder,
other than twinny and lingz, who else is reading this blog?
LOL. i miss the times that i keep blogging. like everyday.

having ice coffee now.
no appetite for dinner.
toodles. shall get lost already.

2213hrs

it's funny when i think back,
and i was like, i used to love this person.
then i realised, love wasn't a term that should be used so easily.
the definition of love should be something stronger.
something that weighs so much more.
it should feel like being tied down, so hard, that you can't breathe.
yet, feeling so free and feeling like flying.
something so complicated yet so natural.

i've been reading too much romance stories seriously.

i miss studying. hmm.

130811

2011-08-13T13:20:00.002+08:00

1313hrs

i shouldn't look back at the times we had.
cause every single memory never ceased to make me feel so ...
whatever. just another heartache.
7 years.
but whatever, cause nothing's gonna be the same anyway.

going out to get cheryl's mr simple album.
then meeting linz and lingz for fireworks~

just a tiny problem.
i am sleepy since i was awake since 6plus am this morning.
yawns.

1319hrs

and yes, i changed my blog song to Kiss Kiss Kiss by SHINee :D
SHINee chuwayo. saranghae. kekeke ^^

090811

2011-08-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

2251hrs

it's been another year.
4 years since NDP07. the batch that rocked the best of my guiding life.
can't forget every saturday meeting twinny for drill practices.
missed every moment there till the last parade.

side note.
not really updating about life because it's a little tough.
i can't blog in office. since i don't have a computer.
and my immediate supervisor, ... she ... idkwts.
not say i don't like her k. just that, she don't allow me to do alot of things.
hence. i have the time, but i can't update life. -.-

another note.
people. what's wrong with enjoying my current life?
i want to work, dance, have fun, travel, learn korean, sing, play a fool.
you mad? cause i don't see why people make a fuss out of it.
and to the clever person who thinks i am acting, fuck you.
i don't need to hide my life from people. if you don't believe, i can't do anything too.
i am young, i love my current life.
studying ... till then (:

just had steamboat at cheryl's house.
and bbq buffet with linz, lingz, cheryl at chong pang (turf city) yesterday.
and like cleared the ice cream (1litre) on sunday night.
GROWING UBER FAT. SORRY IF YOU CAN'T RECOGNISE ME ANYMORE. :O

going to bed soon.
tired.
hope my bbys sleep well too. (:
saranghaeyo~

240711

2011-07-24T19:21:00.001+08:00

1919hrs

pretty much back from genting.
it was fun la. pictures on facebook. go search (:

idk what have been doing these days.
will blog again if i ever do remember.

blogging lesser and lesser each year.
i wonder will i forget my blog some day in the future.

):

on other note, i changed my blog song to Haru Haru by Big Bang.
enjoy~~

180711

2011-07-18T11:26:00.002+08:00

1101hrs

“I gave you my love, Kibum ah.”

Wriggling his nose, Kibum rolled his eyes and smacked the other in the chest with the lid.

“Yah, you cheesy bastard.” Kibum stood and moved to the sliding doors, opening them and going onto the balcony, setting the box on the railing and leaving the lid cracked.

Tilting his head curiously, “What are you doing?”

“Putting your love in the sunlight, so it can grow.”

so yes, here is the link to the fluffy story(:
Idiot Gifts by vipjuly

reading a bit of fluff on a Monday morning.
I recalled reading this before but whatever, it's still so cute.
posting this in the office using my phone.

I am bored. ):

haven't been doing anything since I reached. aish.
why again like that. lol. :/

anyway. it's a happy day(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY TAE! :D :D
noona loves you!

so difficult to blog when my keyboard blocks everything I typed. -.-
so pardon me if there are severely misspelled words. I can't see. zzz.

will link the fic up later. for future reference. ^.^

170711

2011-07-17T08:36:00.002+08:00

0522hrs

it's like nights like this, i will read all the fluff i can find,
just to seek some comfort and feelings that doesn't exist.
it definitely helped me to get out of this loneliness, helped me escape reality for a while.
it's like nights like this, i will get to find out the things i held close to my heart.
the friend that never leave, the dreams i always had, and the part of me i never lost.

it's like nights like this i will finally understand what my heart is looking for.

0539hrs

sorry for not really updating once again.
i'd changed a new job.
not because i wanted to or anything. just that my previous job project was completed,
and there wasn't a reason to get paid for slacking anymore.

so where am i now.

ntu, hall 7. doing nothing but playing with my phone.
yes. that's about it.

0641hrs

i fell asleep.

oh well. can't really consider sleeping if i slept and woke up and slept and woke up right?

so let's see how much this blog missed out.

SM Town SG flashmob on 25 june.
nothing can really describe the experience. like. wow. only.

i met alot of new friends, dance instructors, bla bla. misses to all of them.
and hopefully, we will all meet soon. (:

went flea at expo with mandy on the 26th.
met her late. we are both late. at je for lunch before we went over.
when we reached. there wasn't anything much also.
since it was already last day and yadayada.
went orchard to shop afterwards.
ion, and somewhere around. choinged around quite fast and went home before peak hour.
i bought... this knitted thing. =.= for 10$, a pair of fbt, and some shirt i think.
can't. even. remember.
i should blog more often. hmm.

2nd july, there was sisters outing at teoheng.
okay. being the first time there, i was pretty much kookoo and i have no idea what i did really.
we were very much lost and idk what. -.-
the songs there, not much. quality, not there.
i still prefer kbox but damn, it's so much more expensive la.
dabaoed lunch into that place. the people at the counters were understanding.
so we cleared up the place before the person need to clear up for us.
went rooftop nonsense chat before cali and samsam had to go home.
misses cali dajie alot alot. like super long never see her please.
too many random photos that still died in my camera so ya.
i hope i get unlazy soon.

met twinny on sunday the 3rd.
evening after after church. she was with cloney for lunch and ya ...
awkward~
went to eat zichar with twinny's family at hokkien huay guan.
CRAB IS DAMN NICE.
but eat already sore throat. but whateverrs~~
and again, thanks twinny mama for the treat ^^ imma happy ~~fat~~ girl :D

got my SHINee replay Jap album on the 5th.
met up with lesley to get my stuff. it was ... interesting for a meet up.
firstly. usually, people dont rip up their albums right after they got them.
next, you don't really hear people screaming and jumping around because they received a new album.
yes. that was what pretty much happened.

side tracked. i dreamt that i got a new wallet.
the first thing i saw was a photo pocket that i wanted.
then i saw this guy in the photo.
some guy that i can't remember. (PLEASE LET IT BE TAEMIN).
LOL ROFL.

so back to the album collection,
there were people like.
"why did i get minho? now nobody will want to trade cards with me."
LOL no surprise there.
but soon afterwards there are people who pops up and asked for minho's photocard tho. :O
hahas. fun and no doubt exciting.
i remember trembling because i ~~didn't wanted minho's card~~ have no idea whose photocard i would get.
ya. then korean class with yuhao eonnie. LOL.

remember the july 6th post? i wanted to post something but couldn't remember?
ya. i remembered now.
i want to congratulate SHINee for being featured in ANAN.
the damn popular magazine quoted from some girl that idc about.
yes. my dear bbys are as good as your jpop idols. (or if not, even better)
so stop bitching about how much kpop is irrelevant.
i love my bbys.

i am most probably delusional about my kpop idols.
but like what tumblr says.
a kpop idols gets a girlfriend, scandalous news and fandom hates appears.
a jpop idol may be married and have a family, and yet no one knows.
that is why i love my idols. yup.

on with other things.

went for interview with ntu early july. (forgot when)
to some extent, i already knew that they would have accepted me.
cause. it feels like they never interviewed anyone else. (save the trouble right)
yes. i made it though ... rather easily.
cheryl didn't get such a good time though. she was more or less rejected.
uh. whatever. she damn happy with her current work at harbourfront now.
lalalalala~~

iJC 0912c chalet on 8th to 10th july.
blasted totally.
this will take me another post to post about.
remind me. LOL.
for more details. refer facebook ^^

last day with EMAS on the 12th.
boss was like. "thanks for all the hard work" / "hope to work again in the future"
idk if there are anymore future opportunities.
but, if there is a chance, i would definitely work for him again.
how often do you get such a good boss? hahas. (:
i miss him and that office.
February 18th to July 12th. i was there like ... 5 months?
naisse.
office is missed! chuwayo!

work in ntu started on the 13th.
honestly. nothing much to do here either.
1.4k pay is like ... idk. working here is like no fun.
partially because i dont have a computer. and shiyun's life without a computer is disastrous.
yes. it's that bad.
plus lunch. i have to eat alone for the next 2 months at least.
urgh. ): so irritating.
but whatever. positive mindset until i am done with this job.
eww.

met lin, ling and mandy for lunch outing yesterday.
shabu shabu buffet. choing meat and meat only. rofl.
damn nice i tell you. but my pocket felt the pinch la. yikes.
42$ to choing meat. haish.
then went window walk around vivo all then way till 4 plus before we walk towards sentosa.
sentosa walkin is only 1$. but nope.
we didn't go in. -.-
went home early after that. heh.
i bought a skirt at F21 yesterday though. i thought can wear for work.
see how la.

taemin birthday fanclub meet party later at esplanade underpass.
i wonder how many humans going.
glad to meet my online friends later. keke~~

060711

2011-07-06T15:05:00.001+08:00

1504hrs

office is so quiet that i am falling asleep.

yawns.

1546hrs

back from oreos spam. cleared 5 packets today?
15 cookies. :D
sore throat soon. rofllol.

boss just gave me another 4GB thumbdrive.
LOL.

i forgot why i wanted to blog.

whatever. shall post another time than.

till then... don't miss me :D

050711

2011-07-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

1634hrs

IMMA LAZY GIRL.
end of story.

leaving work in 5 minutes.

i got new job.

getting my SHINee album in hours.

got korean class later.

what else.

i can't remember.

i need to pee.

right.

hmm.

i met twinny there other day.

blog later.

300611

2011-06-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

2021hrs

i want to feel faint.
like maybe having not enough sugar or just losing a little too much blood.
either.

just want to get that feeling back again.

2336hrs

had a good laugh on my facebook page.
wth. 200 plus emails in what. 7 minutes?
sisters outing/ ling&lin private wall/ own wall/ plus the super spammed up post.
emo sia. the blue colour box never disappears from the right column one lo.
the email pop up. -.-
it was fun anyway. rofl.

on to something that i saw on twitter.
Cr: thelibradaily and zodiacfacts (like duh. i follow other horoscope for what)

1. Once libra lose interest in something, it's impossible to find that passion back.
2. The all optimistic libra become cynical and very pessimistic once in a while. But we'll be back.
3. Once libra get rejected several times, we become laid-back. Sometimes even moving on without knowing.
4. Libra are an accepting bunch of people. Few things truly shock our cores.
5. As a Libra,You take time to get things right. You don't rush into any situation. You like to sit back and observe first.
6. A Libra Life Goal: To be consistent and reliable.
7. Libra have many friends all over, but are only committed to a few.
8. When libra trusts completely, don't doubt their trust, but treasure it. Because it means you're special.
9. Libra have a strong critical mind. Oh, we just pretend to be oblivious, stupid and happy-go-lucky.
10. In the silence of the night, thoughts just keep flowing to a libra's head- it's difficult to turn down the volume.
11. Libra's big mistake is being afraid to take a stand, committing to a choice without fear of making bad choice or offending others.
12. One of the many Libra gifts is uniting people. Libras tend to be the mutual friend amongst a group.
13. Libras,are great to tell secrets to because they never listen to anything properly and promptly forget whatever is said.
14. A Libra doesn't believe there's ever one absolute answer, so there's no point in arguing.
15. Libra will sacrifice their own feelings for the harmony of the group or their family

so, i posted all these on twitter these few days. which i think are rather true and relevant to myself. ROFL.
i sometimes need these kind of things to remind myself who the hell i was.
sad hur. /enough rants.

i still haven't blogged my dear flashmob last saturday.
life wasn't a bitch that i didn't have time to update.
wasn't. i was JUST. PLAIN. LAZY.
uh. kills myself.

on some random note.
i have this very unrealistic crazy idea.
scroll past and pretend i didn't say it.
~~i want to try auditions. rofl.~~
yep. over.

interview with NTU tomorrow. :O
so ... emo ... de ... sian.
i wonder how will life be like there. x.x

shall go trolling before i go to bed.
nights in advance dearies.

240611

2011-06-24T16:36:00.001+08:00

1636hrs

i didn't even realise that we drifted apart.
lol. like, everything between us was pretty much the same as before.
we never really contacted until we have to and so on so forth.
guess we weren't that close in the first place to start with.
i didn't realised until they told me so. so yea. i guess it doesn't hurt me as much.
or maybe at all.

whatever really.

so i took a day off to meet liling and linette.
it's been awhile. (what the. everything i say also awhile -.-)
met up the girls in the morning at woodlands.
and gave liling kee a good surprise in the morning. :P
linette helped out a lot lo. kekeke.
went back iJC. collected their SGCs.
had a chat with bookshop aunty also. LOL. like very long no see them.
saw ms tan giving consultations again.
she ... never changes. hahas. she wins. D: (runs.)

took 168 back to woodlands before taking train to harbourfront.
like the very far. me no likey.
bought gong cha! :D 50% sugar. STILL DAMN NICE AS ALWAYS. :P
had lunch at some taiwan looking restaurant. food only so so.
cause weekdays no buffet. sad people is sad.
wasn't feeling well after that.
i must had looked pretty horrid since linz kept asking how was i.

went to catch a movie at 2pm.
"something borrowed" - something like borrowing your best friend's fiance to date 2 months before their marriage. -.- comedy ... ya. sexual references ... quite a bit for a PG movie eh.
can't deny the show got me laughing quite a bit. ^^;;
HAD THE WHOLE LARGE SIZE POPCORN TO MYSELF. BLISS OR WHAT.
hmm hmm. that was random.

choinged down to holland village after that for our xlb buffet reservation.
EAT UNTIL DAMN SHIOK I TELL YOU.
super duper full. ate like maybe more than 10 xlbs and spammed the steamboat buffet.
not cool okay. it's more that cool. LOL.
but i won't kill myself like that again.
almost fainted in cck on my way back cause lack of blood in the brain.
all the blood go get food liao -.- what my reasoning.

currently listening to onew's favourite japanese song - First Love by Utada Hikaru
maybe not song. it's instrumental. hahas.
i can't find the song. ): i want listen in jap!
i will find soon~

25 minutes to end of work.

so me and my 2 crazy colleagues took cab to JP and eat earlier.
i had this giant portion of fish baked rice.
it's pretty nice and stuff. but too much for me to finish la.
plus last night buffet is not going down my stomach quite properly. so ya...
but i finished eating the ice cream though. :P
CHOCOLATE CRUNCH! :D
yuhao got herself a Mega Burger that is so mega that idk how to describe. :O
sab leh, spag oilgio. whatever the spelling k. me no currs.

went for a short walk at jp before cabbing back to work.
WE HAD A FREAKING 2 HOURS OUT OF WORK. IDEC. :P
like fun only. keke.

still thinking to go tonight or not.

i wonder how would it be like this sunday. hahas.

1700hrs

so. there is like flash mob tomorrow.
and i still pretty much unsure of more than half the dance.
I FEEL SO GENIUS SUDDENLY.
so genius that i want to puke my insides out. yes. that is how genius i am feeling now.
woohoo~

kpop? my addiction and current obsession.

haters to the left. (:
*inserts gif that i haven't found*

end of work. annyeong guise.